difficult.. person
5 years ago
Tuesday, 30 December 2008
Sunday, 28 December 2008
出路
吃得苦中苦，方为人上人。
有些人，
吃惯了糖果，
连甜的滋味儿都忘了。
给他蜜饯，他说是苦涩的。
还没尝过黄连的他，
又怎会知道何谓苦呢。
从小娇生惯养，
从没吃过苦。
现在面对一点小问题，
就叫苦连天，
真是没用。
要到什么时候，
他才会真正的努力呢？
有付出，才有收获，
最简单的道理，他都不懂。
祝他早日醒悟吧！
飘洋过海，我吃得起苦，相信天无绝人之路。
只要他走出去，前面就是路。
有些人，
吃惯了糖果，
连甜的滋味儿都忘了。
给他蜜饯，他说是苦涩的。
还没尝过黄连的他，
又怎会知道何谓苦呢。
从小娇生惯养，
从没吃过苦。
现在面对一点小问题，
就叫苦连天，
真是没用。
要到什么时候，
他才会真正的努力呢？
有付出，才有收获，
最简单的道理，他都不懂。
祝他早日醒悟吧！
飘洋过海，我吃得起苦，相信天无绝人之路。
只要他走出去，前面就是路。
Monday, 15 December 2008
Char Key Tiao Hawker
There is a hawker selling char kuey tiao.
His char kuey tiao is very popular and always got rated highly by everyone who had tasted it.
So, every customers come to his stall with a very high expectation.
He never let down his loyal regular customers.
One day, he realise that his char kuey tiao quality is deteriorating.
He blamed the kuey tiao.
He blamed the supplier.
He blamed the flame.
He blamed the prawn.
He blamed the cockle.
He blamed the beansprout.
He blamed that sausage.
He blamed the gas cooker.
Afterall, he found that the problem is he himself.
He found that everything has changed.
He realised that actually does not how to fry kuey tiao, perhaps he is not suitable to fry kuey tiao.
He had been frying kuey tiao for years.
It is his life.
He cant survive without it.
He knows nothing but frying kuey tiao.
But now, even frying kuey tiao is such a difficult task for him.
He really doesn't know what to do.
Advise him, fellow customers.
His char kuey tiao is very popular and always got rated highly by everyone who had tasted it.
So, every customers come to his stall with a very high expectation.
He never let down his loyal regular customers.
One day, he realise that his char kuey tiao quality is deteriorating.
He blamed the kuey tiao.
He blamed the supplier.
He blamed the flame.
He blamed the prawn.
He blamed the cockle.
He blamed the beansprout.
He blamed that sausage.
He blamed the gas cooker.
Afterall, he found that the problem is he himself.
He found that everything has changed.
He realised that actually does not how to fry kuey tiao, perhaps he is not suitable to fry kuey tiao.
He had been frying kuey tiao for years.
It is his life.
He cant survive without it.
He knows nothing but frying kuey tiao.
But now, even frying kuey tiao is such a difficult task for him.
He really doesn't know what to do.
Advise him, fellow customers.
Saturday, 29 November 2008
从Ah Leong 的部落抄来的
从Ah Leong 的部落抄来的：
当年做到要死要活半条命，目的就是为了踏上这块土地。
如今来到这里，却埋怨多多。
我还有在埋怨吗？不知道。我只知道我已经麻木了。。。
笑吧！好久没发自内心地笑了。。。
笑一个嘛！
嘻嘻！
随时video call 我啦！
当年做到要死要活半条命，目的就是为了踏上这块土地。
如今来到这里，却埋怨多多。
我还有在埋怨吗？不知道。我只知道我已经麻木了。。。
笑吧！好久没发自内心地笑了。。。
笑一个嘛！
嘻嘻！
随时video call 我啦！
Hup Seng Cream Crackers!!!
Finally found this cracker already! I've been searching for it for 2 months already! Okie... I've stocked up enough crackers and maggi and these should last me for at least 2 weeks. I can just stay in my room without coming out already.
Bon showing off his student ID
It has been really long since the last time I see 文平木圣. Haha!
It's really a pleasure to have chance to video call with my old friend.
Finally got chance to see his room... LOL
But this forever-stupid-plus-lousy-msn spoilt our conversation.
No sound (got la... duno y i can onli hear the sound of flipping newspaper), slow and dc twice somemore.
Haha! Nvm... Can see him then okie already.
Wow! feel so high as I can meet my friends soon in dec! yay!
Okie... see u in Malaysia!
Bon showing off his student ID
Another take with different angle
Walao... I miss Sin Chew Jit Poh...
It's really a pleasure to have chance to video call with my old friend.
Finally got chance to see his room... LOL
But this forever-stupid-plus-lousy-msn spoilt our conversation.
No sound (got la... duno y i can onli hear the sound of flipping newspaper), slow and dc twice somemore.
Haha! Nvm... Can see him then okie already.
Wow! feel so high as I can meet my friends soon in dec! yay!
Okie... see u in Malaysia!
Bon showing off his student ID
Another take with different angle
Walao... I miss Sin Chew Jit Poh...
Saturday, 22 November 2008
Amazing Grace -- The Movie
Went to the fellowship just now and one of my friend recommend this movie to me. I've watched it online and find it not bad. The movie, Amazing Grace is based on the life of antislavery pioneer William Wilberforce.
Gruffudd plays Wilberforce, who, as a Member of Parliament, navigated the world of 18th Century backroom politics to end the slave trade in the British Empire. Albert Finney plays John Newton, a confidante of Wilberforce who inspires him to pursue a life of service to humanity. Benedict Cumberbatch is William Pitt the Younger, England's youngest ever Prime Minister at the age of 24, who encourages his friend Wilberforce to take up the fight to outlaw slavery and supports him in his struggles in Parliament.
Elected to the House of Commons at the age of 21, and on his way to a successful political career, Wilberforce, over the course of two decades, took on the English establishment and persuaded those in power to end the inhumane trade of slavery.
Romola Garai plays Barbara Spooner, a beautiful and headstrong young woman who shares Wilberforce's passion for reform, and who becomes his wife after a whirlwind courtship. Youssou N'Dour is Olaudah Equiano. Born in Africa and sent as a slave to the Colonies, Equiano bought his freedom and made his home in London, where he wrote a best-selling account of his life and became a leading figure in the fight to end the slavery of his fellow countrymen.
(from http://www.amazinggracethemovie.co.uk/the_film.php)
"It's a sad fate for one to die too well known to everyone but still unknown to himself."
Umm... This makes me really think... think that what I really yearn for... Am I aiming for wealth, fame, power or anything that belong to this world? I'm not sure. I really don't know. In the future, what am I going to be? A lawyer? Okie, what's next? A businessman? A politician? Or someone else? Someone who can give, and doesn't care about the reward in this world? Can I do it? Or maybe I shall ask: Will I do it?
"I do believe; help me overcome my unbelief!" Mark 9:24
Pray for me. =)
Gruffudd plays Wilberforce, who, as a Member of Parliament, navigated the world of 18th Century backroom politics to end the slave trade in the British Empire. Albert Finney plays John Newton, a confidante of Wilberforce who inspires him to pursue a life of service to humanity. Benedict Cumberbatch is William Pitt the Younger, England's youngest ever Prime Minister at the age of 24, who encourages his friend Wilberforce to take up the fight to outlaw slavery and supports him in his struggles in Parliament.
Elected to the House of Commons at the age of 21, and on his way to a successful political career, Wilberforce, over the course of two decades, took on the English establishment and persuaded those in power to end the inhumane trade of slavery.
Romola Garai plays Barbara Spooner, a beautiful and headstrong young woman who shares Wilberforce's passion for reform, and who becomes his wife after a whirlwind courtship. Youssou N'Dour is Olaudah Equiano. Born in Africa and sent as a slave to the Colonies, Equiano bought his freedom and made his home in London, where he wrote a best-selling account of his life and became a leading figure in the fight to end the slavery of his fellow countrymen.
(from http://www.amazinggracethemovie.co.uk/the_film.php)
"It's a sad fate for one to die too well known to everyone but still unknown to himself."
Umm... This makes me really think... think that what I really yearn for... Am I aiming for wealth, fame, power or anything that belong to this world? I'm not sure. I really don't know. In the future, what am I going to be? A lawyer? Okie, what's next? A businessman? A politician? Or someone else? Someone who can give, and doesn't care about the reward in this world? Can I do it? Or maybe I shall ask: Will I do it?
"I do believe; help me overcome my unbelief!" Mark 9:24
Pray for me. =)
Friday, 21 November 2008
讚美 - 羅炳森師母
我要時時刻刻地力求能夠讚美─要超越我的一切過錯，超越別人的一 切誤會，超越我所有的失敗，和別人一切魯莽的言行。當失意的感覺臨到 我的時候，我當留心─立刻要起來抵擋它、遠離它、制止它，把它交給主，不要理會它，不要再去想它；要快快樂樂地說話，保持一副爽朗的臉 色。不管發生了甚麼事，要安息下來， 讓它在主的手裡就好了。無論是 大的難處、小的難處，痛切的失意，或輕微的沮喪，都要保持我的讚美和 信心，不要去看那些東西，也不要看我自己，我只要看耶穌 就好了。
假若我天天讚美主，時時刻刻地讚美主，我將不知道會發生多大的 事，那是要使我前所閱歷的一切都失去顏色的。我必常常看見主，將有一 個極其驚人的大改變要臨到我這個人─我要以祂自己的道為樂，以祂的願 望來代替我那天然人的願望，我也要在祂面前狂喜，我就要以稱頌、讚 美，誇耀祂的聖名了。
這樣的人，便是那些得勝者的行列。
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在网络看到的，想把它放上来。我仍做不到。为我的灵命代祷吧！
假若我天天讚美主，時時刻刻地讚美主，我將不知道會發生多大的 事，那是要使我前所閱歷的一切都失去顏色的。我必常常看見主，將有一 個極其驚人的大改變要臨到我這個人─我要以祂自己的道為樂，以祂的願 望來代替我那天然人的願望，我也要在祂面前狂喜，我就要以稱頌、讚 美，誇耀祂的聖名了。
這樣的人，便是那些得勝者的行列。
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在网络看到的，想把它放上来。我仍做不到。为我的灵命代祷吧！
Chronic Obsessive Compulsive Sloth Syndrome (COCSS). I need divine elixir!
Well, I've been slacking for soooooooooo long already and I'm not progressing at all! OMG!
BTW, I still wont let you all have the chance to eat ice-cream...
Last time, I said stupidity is the incurable disease for me. Now, I've got this so called COCSS... Shit la... Hopeless patient...
I named it that way because my laziness is a persistent and long lasting condition, and it has been worsened by Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder. I'm forced to slack by my stupid brain. Can you imagine that?
I need divine elixir!!!
Help me! Pray for me...
BTW, I still wont let you all have the chance to eat ice-cream...
Last time, I said stupidity is the incurable disease for me. Now, I've got this so called COCSS... Shit la... Hopeless patient...
I named it that way because my laziness is a persistent and long lasting condition, and it has been worsened by Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder. I'm forced to slack by my stupid brain. Can you imagine that?
I need divine elixir!!!
Help me! Pray for me...
Thursday, 20 November 2008
蜗牛 周杰伦
该不该搁下重重的壳
真是懦夫一个！连这么简单的一句话都说不出来。我怕，我怕会因为感情生活
寻找到底哪里有蓝天
而影响我的学业。我怕我会因为这样而影响我完成任务的进度。是的，我懦弱。
随着轻轻的风轻轻的飘
我不敢。我承认我并没有什么出众的特征可以吸引你的目光。没外表，没内在，
历经的伤都不感觉疼
没才艺，没钱，没学，不幽默，不会说话逗你开心。我就是那么的平庸。我自认比
我要一步一步往上爬
不过佐君，我没他那么的好。现在，我只希望能够从背后望着你，那就够了。不敢
等待阳光静静看着它的脸
奢望，我怕连朋友都没得做。十八年来，你是第一个对我那么好的女生。我不想失
小小的天 有大大的梦想
去你，所以我不敢靠近。我也不知道我是在什么时候开始喜欢上你的，就像一种神
重重的壳裹着着轻轻的仰望
奇的魅力，将我深深吸引，使我不能自拔。看着我们的关系越来越冷淡，我真的很
我要一步一步往上爬
担心我们会不会在几个星期后就连朋友都没得做了呢？女孩，能不能不要不理我
在最高点乘着叶片往前飞
呢？我会尽我的努力来逗你开心，引你的注意。我只想和你说话。希望你会看都这
小小的天 留过的泪和汗
篇文字。
总有一天我有属于我的天
我要一步一步往上爬
在最高点乘着叶片往前飞
任风吹干 留过的泪和汗
我要一步一步往上爬
等待阳光静静看着它的脸
小小的天 有大大的梦想
我有属于我的天
任风吹干 留过的泪和汗
总有一天我有属于我的天
_______________________________________________
我的未来，不会只是为了完成任务。
我会有属于我自己的一片天。
会的，我可以的！
除奸佞后，我要有一番作为！
小小的法庭是捆不住我的，
最多--十年。
真是懦夫一个！连这么简单的一句话都说不出来。我怕，我怕会因为感情生活
寻找到底哪里有蓝天
而影响我的学业。我怕我会因为这样而影响我完成任务的进度。是的，我懦弱。
随着轻轻的风轻轻的飘
我不敢。我承认我并没有什么出众的特征可以吸引你的目光。没外表，没内在，
历经的伤都不感觉疼
没才艺，没钱，没学，不幽默，不会说话逗你开心。我就是那么的平庸。我自认比
我要一步一步往上爬
不过佐君，我没他那么的好。现在，我只希望能够从背后望着你，那就够了。不敢
等待阳光静静看着它的脸
奢望，我怕连朋友都没得做。十八年来，你是第一个对我那么好的女生。我不想失
小小的天 有大大的梦想
去你，所以我不敢靠近。我也不知道我是在什么时候开始喜欢上你的，就像一种神
重重的壳裹着着轻轻的仰望
奇的魅力，将我深深吸引，使我不能自拔。看着我们的关系越来越冷淡，我真的很
我要一步一步往上爬
担心我们会不会在几个星期后就连朋友都没得做了呢？女孩，能不能不要不理我
在最高点乘着叶片往前飞
呢？我会尽我的努力来逗你开心，引你的注意。我只想和你说话。希望你会看都这
小小的天 留过的泪和汗
篇文字。
总有一天我有属于我的天
我要一步一步往上爬
在最高点乘着叶片往前飞
任风吹干 留过的泪和汗
我要一步一步往上爬
等待阳光静静看着它的脸
小小的天 有大大的梦想
我有属于我的天
任风吹干 留过的泪和汗
总有一天我有属于我的天
_______________________________________________
我的未来，不会只是为了完成任务。
我会有属于我自己的一片天。
会的，我可以的！
除奸佞后，我要有一番作为！
小小的法庭是捆不住我的，
最多--十年。
Thursday, 13 November 2008
就一个月
就给自己定一个月，
一个月的疯狂啃书期，
之后，
我要指着这三只怪兽对他们说：
“原来你们也没什么可怕的！我已将你们征服了！”
大家来为我作证吧！
若一个月后我没什么进展，
你可以向我讨一支麦当当雪糕。
I cant change my mind after I made this post, as this is an unilateral contract and offer is made to everyone who have read this. You can take legal action on me if I refuse to buy you ice-cream, provided that I've not studied hard enough in the one month period.
当然，
你不会有吃雪糕的机会啦！
哈哈！
拿出我拼SPM时的精神！（因为A-Level我真的没什么努力）
就像我当初赶Seni Folio时，
通宵达旦地开夜车画画。
拿出我收藏已久的怕输精神，
分秒必争。
我来了！哇哈哈哈哈哈哈哈！
一个月的疯狂啃书期，
之后，
我要指着这三只怪兽对他们说：
“原来你们也没什么可怕的！我已将你们征服了！”
大家来为我作证吧！
若一个月后我没什么进展，
你可以向我讨一支麦当当雪糕。
I cant change my mind after I made this post, as this is an unilateral contract and offer is made to everyone who have read this. You can take legal action on me if I refuse to buy you ice-cream, provided that I've not studied hard enough in the one month period.
当然，
你不会有吃雪糕的机会啦！
哈哈！
拿出我拼SPM时的精神！（因为A-Level我真的没什么努力）
就像我当初赶Seni Folio时，
通宵达旦地开夜车画画。
拿出我收藏已久的怕输精神，
分秒必争。
我来了！哇哈哈哈哈哈哈哈！
Wednesday, 12 November 2008
Lalala
Okie, it's time for me to halt all the negative notions within me.
女孩，我想你应该不会看到这一段字吧，因为你不再会对我那么的细心了。我无所
Installing Emo-Blocker...
谓，你开心就好。我想，我也该放下这段单方面的付出了。我没办法给你什么，更
Initialising...
无法承诺什么。我来这儿的目的就只有一个：完成任务。我怕，真的很怕。你曾问
Installation complete.
我，我在怕什么。当时，我不敢正面回你，只说是学业问题。其实，我是怕踏入一段
Haha! Really should start to study now. I've being left behind by many chapters already. Can't slack anymore. Still enjoying life... LOL
感情，因为那任务，我怕我不能给你幸福。十八年来，从没谈过恋爱，也没女生对
Not forgetting my charisma, I've to develop it during my period of studies. That's why I want to leave home and come here to study! Yet, I'm still being so emotional. If this situation persist, I doubt I can be a good leader in the future. =/
我那么好过。你是第一个。我满足了。我知道佐君会给你带来快乐的，祝福你们
Don't worry, when I return, I will say : "I've become a better person." proudly, without having my family and friends in disappointment.
吧！以后有什么问题，你还是可以继续找我。我不知我们能否像以前那样，但我还
As I said, what I need is just time. Owning and managing a conglomerate. Mmm...
是想说：“湘益，我还是喜欢着你的。” 上次没勇气承认想追你，我想机会就只有一次吧！
女孩，我想你应该不会看到这一段字吧，因为你不再会对我那么的细心了。我无所
Installing Emo-Blocker...
谓，你开心就好。我想，我也该放下这段单方面的付出了。我没办法给你什么，更
Initialising...
无法承诺什么。我来这儿的目的就只有一个：完成任务。我怕，真的很怕。你曾问
Installation complete.
我，我在怕什么。当时，我不敢正面回你，只说是学业问题。其实，我是怕踏入一段
Haha! Really should start to study now. I've being left behind by many chapters already. Can't slack anymore. Still enjoying life... LOL
感情，因为那任务，我怕我不能给你幸福。十八年来，从没谈过恋爱，也没女生对
Not forgetting my charisma, I've to develop it during my period of studies. That's why I want to leave home and come here to study! Yet, I'm still being so emotional. If this situation persist, I doubt I can be a good leader in the future. =/
我那么好过。你是第一个。我满足了。我知道佐君会给你带来快乐的，祝福你们
Don't worry, when I return, I will say : "I've become a better person." proudly, without having my family and friends in disappointment.
吧！以后有什么问题，你还是可以继续找我。我不知我们能否像以前那样，但我还
As I said, what I need is just time. Owning and managing a conglomerate. Mmm...
是想说：“湘益，我还是喜欢着你的。” 上次没勇气承认想追你，我想机会就只有一次吧！
Friday, 7 November 2008
说话
最近话很少，
也不知道是懒得说话，
还是没话题聊。
就让这感觉，永远的被埋葬起来。从没那么喜欢过一个人，更没做过那些为他做过
想说话，
可是好像不被理睬。
以前咖啡能让我变成过动儿，
劈里啪啦地说个不停。
现在因为滥用咖啡，
效果已没了。
的事。喜欢，很奇怪的感觉。想靠近又不敢。没恋爱的经验，所以怕受伤。就这样，
好像没办法像以前那样自在的说话。
这是众人的杯葛，
还是自己隐藏的问题，
还是做错了什么？
我只想和她多说些话。
我错过了一个好女孩。算了吧，别再想了。就算无法忘怀，我也能隐藏。
想说，
我这个人，
很多时候说话做事都不经大脑，
若我做错了什么，
跟我说，
我会道歉，
不要忽冷忽热的。
也不知道是懒得说话，
还是没话题聊。
就让这感觉，永远的被埋葬起来。从没那么喜欢过一个人，更没做过那些为他做过
想说话，
可是好像不被理睬。
以前咖啡能让我变成过动儿，
劈里啪啦地说个不停。
现在因为滥用咖啡，
效果已没了。
的事。喜欢，很奇怪的感觉。想靠近又不敢。没恋爱的经验，所以怕受伤。就这样，
好像没办法像以前那样自在的说话。
这是众人的杯葛，
还是自己隐藏的问题，
还是做错了什么？
我只想和她多说些话。
我错过了一个好女孩。算了吧，别再想了。就算无法忘怀，我也能隐藏。
想说，
我这个人，
很多时候说话做事都不经大脑，
若我做错了什么，
跟我说，
我会道歉，
不要忽冷忽热的。
璀璨的烟火 -- Manchester Bon Fire Night
昨晚的烟火，
煞是美丽。
但独自一人坐在草地看烟火，
感觉还是怪怪的，
还像缺了些什么。。。空虚。。。
香槟？
err...
对！就是香槟！和湘益
煞是美丽。
但独自一人坐在草地看烟火，
感觉还是怪怪的，
还像缺了些什么。。。空虚。。。
香槟？
err...
对！就是香槟！和湘益
Tuesday, 4 November 2008
似乎在天堂 赞美之泉
人群中我悄悄地出走
忘记了已流浪了多久
我的灵魂好孤单
静静地让往事沉淀
找不到暂时的休息站
一路上总忘记了被爱
我的记忆已空白
下一站哪里是未来
我记得祢说祢爱我
不论往何走祢仍抱着我
泪光中似乎看见祢的脸
原来祢一直在我身边
我愿意让祢来爱我
不愿一个人好孤单地走
我相信爱与被爱那么真实
在祢微笑中，我似乎在天堂
___________________________________________________
天堂是什麼？
我心目中的天堂是什麼？
是有幸福、快樂，沒有病痛、煩惱，和憂傷的地方？
是有平安、充滿愛，沒有孤獨、眼淚，和苦難的世界？
我在人群中，心裡卻渴望有更深的歸屬感，
我四處尋找，找不到一個真正的家的感覺；
我一個人旅行，好像很自在卻感到無比的孤獨，
我不斷付出，不斷給予，可是卻一再的被傷害，一次又一次的流淚...
直到我對這個世界失去信心；
直到我用亮麗的盔甲將自己一層層包裹；
直到我學會不期待，自己也就不會受傷；
直到我痲痹自己，日復一日的盲目的遊走...
在我心裡面，有一個我不斷用許許多多其他聲音來試著掩蓋的，極微小的聲音：
「我還是想要，那個我心目中的天堂。」
「我還是想愛，也想深深的被愛。」
直到我遇見耶穌。祂說祂愛我...
祂把我捧在手心上，祂重視我的感受。
祂看到我流淚會很心痛，祂在乎我。
祂讓我知道我的價值，遠遠超過任何人對我的讚揚或批評。
當我願意選擇接受祂的愛，
我好像在旋轉不停的世界裡，第一次找到真正屬於我的地方。
我終於，找到我的天堂。
這張專輯，要給每一個需要愛的，
希望被愛的，
不知道怎麼去愛的你跟我。
摘自：似乎在天堂专辑介绍
忘记了已流浪了多久
我的灵魂好孤单
静静地让往事沉淀
找不到暂时的休息站
一路上总忘记了被爱
我的记忆已空白
下一站哪里是未来
我记得祢说祢爱我
不论往何走祢仍抱着我
泪光中似乎看见祢的脸
原来祢一直在我身边
我愿意让祢来爱我
不愿一个人好孤单地走
我相信爱与被爱那么真实
在祢微笑中，我似乎在天堂
___________________________________________________
天堂是什麼？
我心目中的天堂是什麼？
是有幸福、快樂，沒有病痛、煩惱，和憂傷的地方？
是有平安、充滿愛，沒有孤獨、眼淚，和苦難的世界？
我在人群中，心裡卻渴望有更深的歸屬感，
我四處尋找，找不到一個真正的家的感覺；
我一個人旅行，好像很自在卻感到無比的孤獨，
我不斷付出，不斷給予，可是卻一再的被傷害，一次又一次的流淚...
直到我對這個世界失去信心；
直到我用亮麗的盔甲將自己一層層包裹；
直到我學會不期待，自己也就不會受傷；
直到我痲痹自己，日復一日的盲目的遊走...
在我心裡面，有一個我不斷用許許多多其他聲音來試著掩蓋的，極微小的聲音：
「我還是想要，那個我心目中的天堂。」
「我還是想愛，也想深深的被愛。」
直到我遇見耶穌。祂說祂愛我...
祂把我捧在手心上，祂重視我的感受。
祂看到我流淚會很心痛，祂在乎我。
祂讓我知道我的價值，遠遠超過任何人對我的讚揚或批評。
當我願意選擇接受祂的愛，
我好像在旋轉不停的世界裡，第一次找到真正屬於我的地方。
我終於，找到我的天堂。
這張專輯，要給每一個需要愛的，
希望被愛的，
不知道怎麼去愛的你跟我。
摘自：似乎在天堂专辑介绍
Wednesday, 29 October 2008
感谢湘益，Jennifer和Joshur的照顾！
终于病好了。。。
这两天，多亏了湘益，Jennifer和Joshur的照顾！不然，我就真的是很可怜了。
事情是这样的：星期六凌晨，我也不知道吃错了什么，食物中毒居然找上我，害我半夜起来两次，可是啥都没排出来，又涨风，涨到我要疯掉的那种。隔天早上，在吃早餐时，我已经没什么胃口了。回房不久，我就体力不支倒在床上睡着了。
睡了几个小时后，湘益打来，问我怎么没去吃午餐。真的要感谢她和她的父母！她在问了她父母要怎么处理这棘手的病人之后，与Jennifer一同拿了一大袋的药到我房里来。她们的到来真的让我感动万分，除了我妈之外，我生病时没有其他人照顾过我，真的是太感激她们了！在异乡，生病时有人照顾的感觉是很棒的！袋里的药很多，但我只拿了如意油，姜茶与红糖。擦了如意油，喝了姜茶后，我又再度进入梦乡，让姜在我肚子里与风搏斗。
睡了不久，我因为肚子饿而醒来。不知道要吃什么，翻开抽屉，拿出我的宝贝Milo来喝。喝了等于没喝，还是饿到半死，所以就煮杯面来吃。怎知，在吃了两三口之后，我突然感到胸口郁闷，把我喝的Milo给吐了出来，还我还要多喝一杯。
喝了Milo，我又倒回床继续让我的免疫系统与病魔搏斗。
不久，湘益打来，问我怎样了。看我情况不是很乐观，她又打给她的父母洽询。Uncle Auntie，真的不好意思，麻烦你们了，抱歉！因为之前我没拿那只涨风头晕呕吐的药（我以为是月经失调的药，所以没拿），湘益又再次雪中送炭，把药送来给我。感激不尽~~
之后，我一直坚持要跟大伙儿去吃晚餐，声称自己没事。呵呵！吃晚餐时，一直担心吃太多会吐，所以也没吃多少。为了迁就我，大伙儿还特地叫了清淡的食物，真是不好意思。在回家途中，开始感觉不对劲，一直发冷，应该是发烧了。
湘益，Jennifer和Joshur陪我到医院等了接近三个小时，等那没用的医生。那没用的医生说了一句话：Go back and drink more water, and take some paracetamol，就叫我走了。搞屁啊！三个小时就为了这句话？！这还不要紧，要紧的是，这医院害湘益，Jennifer和Joshur陪我等了接近三个小时。之后，他们送我回宿舍。途中天气太冷了，Joshur还将他的外套借给我，真的太感动了！
第二天早上，烧退了，感觉好多了，可以上课了，不用ponteng了。Joshur来看我，顺便把排毒茶拿来，看我没事后，他就去上课了。
接着，湘益也来了。怕我吃了会吐，所以她拿了五谷粥给我，之后她也去上课了。
这几天，我说了无数次的谢谢，thank you，对不起，sorry。。。因为真的很感谢他们，也觉得很不好意思，要麻烦他们嘛。。。
所以，在异乡，千万不要生病！就算要生病，也要有朋友在！
这两天，多亏了湘益，Jennifer和Joshur的照顾！不然，我就真的是很可怜了。
事情是这样的：星期六凌晨，我也不知道吃错了什么，食物中毒居然找上我，害我半夜起来两次，可是啥都没排出来，又涨风，涨到我要疯掉的那种。隔天早上，在吃早餐时，我已经没什么胃口了。回房不久，我就体力不支倒在床上睡着了。
睡了几个小时后，湘益打来，问我怎么没去吃午餐。真的要感谢她和她的父母！她在问了她父母要怎么处理这棘手的病人之后，与Jennifer一同拿了一大袋的药到我房里来。她们的到来真的让我感动万分，除了我妈之外，我生病时没有其他人照顾过我，真的是太感激她们了！在异乡，生病时有人照顾的感觉是很棒的！袋里的药很多，但我只拿了如意油，姜茶与红糖。擦了如意油，喝了姜茶后，我又再度进入梦乡，让姜在我肚子里与风搏斗。
睡了不久，我因为肚子饿而醒来。不知道要吃什么，翻开抽屉，拿出我的宝贝Milo来喝。喝了等于没喝，还是饿到半死，所以就煮杯面来吃。怎知，在吃了两三口之后，我突然感到胸口郁闷，把我喝的Milo给吐了出来，还我还要多喝一杯。
喝了Milo，我又倒回床继续让我的免疫系统与病魔搏斗。
不久，湘益打来，问我怎样了。看我情况不是很乐观，她又打给她的父母洽询。Uncle Auntie，真的不好意思，麻烦你们了，抱歉！因为之前我没拿那只涨风头晕呕吐的药（我以为是月经失调的药，所以没拿），湘益又再次雪中送炭，把药送来给我。感激不尽~~
之后，我一直坚持要跟大伙儿去吃晚餐，声称自己没事。呵呵！吃晚餐时，一直担心吃太多会吐，所以也没吃多少。为了迁就我，大伙儿还特地叫了清淡的食物，真是不好意思。在回家途中，开始感觉不对劲，一直发冷，应该是发烧了。
湘益，Jennifer和Joshur陪我到医院等了接近三个小时，等那没用的医生。那没用的医生说了一句话：Go back and drink more water, and take some paracetamol，就叫我走了。搞屁啊！三个小时就为了这句话？！这还不要紧，要紧的是，这医院害湘益，Jennifer和Joshur陪我等了接近三个小时。之后，他们送我回宿舍。途中天气太冷了，Joshur还将他的外套借给我，真的太感动了！
第二天早上，烧退了，感觉好多了，可以上课了，不用ponteng了。Joshur来看我，顺便把排毒茶拿来，看我没事后，他就去上课了。
接着，湘益也来了。怕我吃了会吐，所以她拿了五谷粥给我，之后她也去上课了。
这几天，我说了无数次的谢谢，thank you，对不起，sorry。。。因为真的很感谢他们，也觉得很不好意思，要麻烦他们嘛。。。
所以，在异乡，千万不要生病！就算要生病，也要有朋友在！
Saturday, 25 October 2008
Untitled
Saw V! Finally watched already. This is the very first movie I watched in Manchester. Hoho... Crazy pics will be uploaded soon. =)
开始适应，接受和喜欢这城市了。 ^^
开始适应，接受和喜欢这城市了。 ^^
Monday, 20 October 2008
Ping Cheng's 1 TV of Electricity
My 1 TV of electricity by pcbon! Thanks! Hopefully this can resurrect my hibernating brain. LOL!
Initialising... Electricity transmitted wirelessly... Zap zap zap... Transferring data... didididadadodopingpongpiak... System re-established. Resurrection complete.
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Thursday, 16 October 2008
No way or just don't want to find a way?
Inspired by Teddy
Don't wish to post much about this. I just like the title : No way or just don't want to find a way.
I'll find my way out. I will study very hard. I'll get a first class honours. I'll get the admission of Lincoln's Inn. I'll be what I want to be.
All I need is just motivation. Motivation to study. I'll find the way.
Don't wish to post much about this. I just like the title : No way or just don't want to find a way.
I'll find my way out. I will study very hard. I'll get a first class honours. I'll get the admission of Lincoln's Inn. I'll be what I want to be.
All I need is just motivation. Motivation to study. I'll find the way.
Give me motivation please!
Scold me, chide me, beat me, punch me, kick me, threaten me, slap me or what so ever to make me study!
My engine just cant start properly.
Everyone is welcomed. If you are embarrassed to post it online, just scold me anonymously. Or else, just come to me in person and give me a nice punch to make me study.
I need motivation!
This lame post with a good opportunity is brought to you by http://hahaha-myterritory.blogspot.com
My engine just cant start properly.
Everyone is welcomed. If you are embarrassed to post it online, just scold me anonymously. Or else, just come to me in person and give me a nice punch to make me study.
I need motivation!
This lame post with a good opportunity is brought to you by http://hahaha-myterritory.blogspot.com
Tuesday, 14 October 2008
Monday, 13 October 2008
I know how to cook
Hanley knows how to cook! LOL.
If exclude simple pasta and fried egg, this is my first time to cook!
I had 6 hallmates to be my professional critics (originally i put as guinea pig -- true ma, guinea pig) : Joshur, Jia Yi, Jennifer, Ah Boon, Rong and Heng Song.
I cooked red wine chicken and abalone chicken soup (fake abalone la). Taste ok la. Acceptable. Can marry a gal liao. LOL. They said one. So next time, I'll cook more often to practise my culinary skills. My hall's kitchen got oven some more. So, I can learn to bake cake already.
We had 4 dishes and 3 of them are chicken. Chicken is so cheap. 24 drumsticks for only 4 pounds. We bought it from Asda.
We've red wine chicken, abalone chicken soup, curry chicken (Joshur is an expert in cooking this) and broccoli (cooked by Jia Yi -- kena scold already as i forgot this is her contribution. sorry la. haha).
If exclude simple pasta and fried egg, this is my first time to cook!
I had 6 hallmates to be my professional critics (originally i put as guinea pig -- true ma, guinea pig) : Joshur, Jia Yi, Jennifer, Ah Boon, Rong and Heng Song.
I cooked red wine chicken and abalone chicken soup (fake abalone la). Taste ok la. Acceptable. Can marry a gal liao. LOL. They said one. So next time, I'll cook more often to practise my culinary skills. My hall's kitchen got oven some more. So, I can learn to bake cake already.
We had 4 dishes and 3 of them are chicken. Chicken is so cheap. 24 drumsticks for only 4 pounds. We bought it from Asda.
We've red wine chicken, abalone chicken soup, curry chicken (Joshur is an expert in cooking this) and broccoli (cooked by Jia Yi -- kena scold already as i forgot this is her contribution. sorry la. haha).
Sunday, 12 October 2008
沙漠中的赞美 赞美之泉
神关起一扇门，衪必开一条新路
不疑惑，不软弱，我心仍要赞美
凡事信靠主，不失去盼望
因为我的主仍然在掌权
衪必在沙漠开江河，在旷野开道路
虽四面受敌却不被困住
我要在沙漠中赞美，在旷野中宣告
我的主永远掌权
赏赐的在于祢，收取的祢必代替
神旨意不能拦阻，我心仍要赞美
凡事信靠主，不失去盼望
因为我的主仍然在掌权
衪必在沙漠开江河，在旷野开道路
虽四面受敌却不被困住
我要在沙漠中赞美，在旷野中宣告
我的主永远掌权
衪必在沙漠开江河，在旷野开道路
虽四面受敌却不被困住
我要在沙漠中赞美，在旷野中宣告
我的主永远掌权
不疑惑，不软弱，我心仍要赞美
凡事信靠主，不失去盼望
因为我的主仍然在掌权
衪必在沙漠开江河，在旷野开道路
虽四面受敌却不被困住
我要在沙漠中赞美，在旷野中宣告
我的主永远掌权
赏赐的在于祢，收取的祢必代替
神旨意不能拦阻，我心仍要赞美
凡事信靠主，不失去盼望
因为我的主仍然在掌权
衪必在沙漠开江河，在旷野开道路
虽四面受敌却不被困住
我要在沙漠中赞美，在旷野中宣告
我的主永远掌权
衪必在沙漠开江河，在旷野开道路
虽四面受敌却不被困住
我要在沙漠中赞美，在旷野中宣告
我的主永远掌权
Raya
I had a lot of Malaysian food just now. So grateful that I can get it here. =)
Check out my flickr for the pics.
I took 4 rounds. 2 round for rice, 1 for penang laksa and 1 for mee rebus!
Haha! Nice.
I actually skip my breakfast purposely in order to eat more. So, I woke up at 9. I go together with my hallmates as I don't know the location. Joshur became the raya 1 day tour leader. LOL! We arrived there at around 11 (we are told that the starting time is 11).
But then we have waited for 1.5 hours before we get the food!!! =.=
I was hungry till I become crazy liao then I keep on saying nonsense （废 one, lame one, not vulgarities la. good boy don't swear one), and do funny acts. When people get too hungry and desperate for food, this is how he acts lo. Tak boleh tahan mah!
After they announce that we can start already, I rushed to the table. Very kiasu. I still didn't manage to get the 1st place. I was the 4th in the queue. Hehe.
I eat till too full already coz I duno that I'll be that full. LOL
Anyway, they don't have satay, which is the one I wanted so much. Argh! Nevermind. I'll have it in Malaysia. Then I'll learn how to make satay and make it in Manchester.
Check out my flickr for the pics.
I took 4 rounds. 2 round for rice, 1 for penang laksa and 1 for mee rebus!
Haha! Nice.
I actually skip my breakfast purposely in order to eat more. So, I woke up at 9. I go together with my hallmates as I don't know the location. Joshur became the raya 1 day tour leader. LOL! We arrived there at around 11 (we are told that the starting time is 11).
But then we have waited for 1.5 hours before we get the food!!! =.=
I was hungry till I become crazy liao then I keep on saying nonsense （废 one, lame one, not vulgarities la. good boy don't swear one), and do funny acts. When people get too hungry and desperate for food, this is how he acts lo. Tak boleh tahan mah!
After they announce that we can start already, I rushed to the table. Very kiasu. I still didn't manage to get the 1st place. I was the 4th in the queue. Hehe.
I eat till too full already coz I duno that I'll be that full. LOL
Anyway, they don't have satay, which is the one I wanted so much. Argh! Nevermind. I'll have it in Malaysia. Then I'll learn how to make satay and make it in Manchester.
Friday, 10 October 2008
There are always excuses
Study
Teacher: Why you are still relaxing? Don't you know that we are going to have a test next week?
Hanley: Yea, I know that. As you said, it's just a test. No need to study larr...
Teacher: OK. Here are your questions. Do it in 1 hour.
Hanley: Why got time limit one? Is it a test? How come I don't know one?!
Teacher: ...
Teacher: Don't you ever dare to not to study for my test again.
Hanley: I'm lazy ma.
Teacher: Lazy? Excuses. Just be prepared for your mock exam.
Hanley: Still got 3 weeks ma. It's more than enough.
Teacher: Hanley! Why you didn't do your homework again? How are you going to score for your exam?
Hanley: Homework is meant to be done in class ma. Teacher you give answer, then I copy lor. Afterthat I just study the answers then enough liao. I use the time for homework to study ma. See. I'm so hardworking. I don't do homework also can score leh.
Teacher: ...
Teacher: See la! Ask you to study but you don't want to. Now it serves you right.
Hanley: Teacher, don't like that la. It's just a test ma. Not A2. I'm sure I can score one. Don't worry. I've to reserve my brain power leh.
Hanley: See. I told you already. No need to study for test one. I don't study also can score.
Teacher: You are lucky.
Hanley: Teacher, you are correct partially only. I'm lucky and smart.
Teacher: ...
Rocking chair
Friend: Sit properly la. Later fall down again. I'm not going to rescue you again.
Hanley: You are wrong. I've never fall down from the chair for the past 2 years. (want to bluff a bit about the figure to my friend) I just NEARLY fall down only.
Friend: I'll make you fall down.
Hanley: I'm so pro in rocking chair leh. I know so many skills leh. I know how to avoid one lorr.
Teacher: Can you please stop rocking and sit properly?
Hanley: Cannot leh. This is my symbol leh.
Teacher: Why you like to rock chair so much?
Hanley: Because your class is interesting.
(My chair rocking record in the past 2 years : fall down 3 times, nearly fall down for uncountable times)
Lab negligence
Teacher: See larr. Ask you not to take SO MANY apparatus at one time. How many times have you broken the apparatus already?
Hanley: I'm practising how to take many apparatus at one time ma. See, this time I only broke a beaker. Small one some more. Got improvement liao. Not many times la. My lab deposit is enough to cover la. Maybe I have to top up my lab deposit already.
Friend: Wei! Don't put the chemicals all over the table la. Very dangerous you know!
Hanley: Aiya. The concentration is so low. I use the HCl to wash my hand before you know.
Friend: ...
Friend: Don't point the boiling tube to me while you are heating! Stupid! I don't want to sit with you already. My life is threatened!
Hanley: Won't die one la. It's just boiling NaOH ma.
Teacher: Why you are still relaxing? Don't you know that we are going to have a test next week?
Hanley: Yea, I know that. As you said, it's just a test. No need to study larr...
Teacher: OK. Here are your questions. Do it in 1 hour.
Hanley: Why got time limit one? Is it a test? How come I don't know one?!
Teacher: ...
Teacher: Don't you ever dare to not to study for my test again.
Hanley: I'm lazy ma.
Teacher: Lazy? Excuses. Just be prepared for your mock exam.
Hanley: Still got 3 weeks ma. It's more than enough.
Teacher: Hanley! Why you didn't do your homework again? How are you going to score for your exam?
Hanley: Homework is meant to be done in class ma. Teacher you give answer, then I copy lor. Afterthat I just study the answers then enough liao. I use the time for homework to study ma. See. I'm so hardworking. I don't do homework also can score leh.
Teacher: ...
Teacher: See la! Ask you to study but you don't want to. Now it serves you right.
Hanley: Teacher, don't like that la. It's just a test ma. Not A2. I'm sure I can score one. Don't worry. I've to reserve my brain power leh.
Hanley: See. I told you already. No need to study for test one. I don't study also can score.
Teacher: You are lucky.
Hanley: Teacher, you are correct partially only. I'm lucky and smart.
Teacher: ...
Rocking chair
Friend: Sit properly la. Later fall down again. I'm not going to rescue you again.
Hanley: You are wrong. I've never fall down from the chair for the past 2 years. (want to bluff a bit about the figure to my friend) I just NEARLY fall down only.
Friend: I'll make you fall down.
Hanley: I'm so pro in rocking chair leh. I know so many skills leh. I know how to avoid one lorr.
Teacher: Can you please stop rocking and sit properly?
Hanley: Cannot leh. This is my symbol leh.
Teacher: Why you like to rock chair so much?
Hanley: Because your class is interesting.
(My chair rocking record in the past 2 years : fall down 3 times, nearly fall down for uncountable times)
Lab negligence
Teacher: See larr. Ask you not to take SO MANY apparatus at one time. How many times have you broken the apparatus already?
Hanley: I'm practising how to take many apparatus at one time ma. See, this time I only broke a beaker. Small one some more. Got improvement liao. Not many times la. My lab deposit is enough to cover la. Maybe I have to top up my lab deposit already.
Friend: Wei! Don't put the chemicals all over the table la. Very dangerous you know!
Hanley: Aiya. The concentration is so low. I use the HCl to wash my hand before you know.
Friend: ...
Friend: Don't point the boiling tube to me while you are heating! Stupid! I don't want to sit with you already. My life is threatened!
Hanley: Won't die one la. It's just boiling NaOH ma.
I was spoon-fed
I want to be spoon-fed! I don't want self-study leh. Sien. Hav to search info 1st before I can study. =.=
No choice. Have to get used to it. I'm Malaysian ma. Everything is spoon-fed in the school one. Now have to be independent already. Don't study also no one chase after me already.
Anyone can scold me, chide me or anything if I don't study? Like that I baru got motivation ma. Haha!
No choice. Have to get used to it. I'm Malaysian ma. Everything is spoon-fed in the school one. Now have to be independent already. Don't study also no one chase after me already.
Anyone can scold me, chide me or anything if I don't study? Like that I baru got motivation ma. Haha!
Thursday, 9 October 2008
Bye Bye Suria!
Good bye to Suria and bon voyage! He is going to AIMST University in Kedah to study medicine tonight (malaysian time 10pm). Be a doctor is his initial ambition. (correct me if wrong, Suria) All the best to him and hope that he'll be a good doctor. (in the future, look for me onli if you wan to buy property or wan to sue others. U'll be a good doctor and u won't nid me as a medical negligence defendant lawyer. haha!)
Enuff of craps. I'm sorry tat I cant see you off. See you when u r back in JB (and of course I must be in JB too). I'll be back on 20th Dec. Cheers!
感恩
其实，
我所要找的那感觉，
一直都在。
我就像一个淘气的孩子，
一直在父的怀里叛逆。
总认为我是孤单无助的一个人。
来了这里，
人生地不熟的，
没有认识的人，
他们说都不是我常用的语言，
行为上，文化上都有差异。
遇上了这些问题，
想家是必然的。
理由很简单，
想逃离这不属于自己的地方，
要回到最熟悉的环境。
人之常情也！
其实，
这些父都知道。
衪早就为我预备好了。
我的学业，
我的朋友，
我的所需，
衪一直不间断地为我供应着。
心情一直处于低落状态，
自己没能调适过来，
一直在孤立自己，
忌世愤俗的将自己包起来，
不让人接近。
像是刺猬，
人见人躲。
真得不该再那么的情绪化了。
想了想，
其实不止我一个人离乡背井来到陌生的地方读书，
很多朋友都是嘛。
为何人家可以适应而我不能呢？
我自己的问题吧。
自己的心境~~
虽然没有熟悉的人，
没有爱吃的食物，
没有最爱的科目，
但这是一个锻炼自己的好机会。
要学的东西很多。
这些，
都是为以后的日子铺路。
或许，
父要我预备自己，
好让我以后能被衪所拣选，使用。
所以，
我必须刚强起来，
改变！
改变是有些难，
因为人总是拒绝离开现状与舒适。
但我相信，
衪会引导我的。
衪的恩典是绝对够用的，
衪的慈爱是何等地深，
衪的意念高过我们的意念。
我虽无法知道我的价值所在，
但我知道，
我要顺服，
衪必领导我。
从现在开始，
我要享受天父所赐下的，
让他带领我将来的日子，
衪必赐福。
主是通过以下这首歌来让我振作的。感动~~
寻找 （赞美之泉）
我曾经像一只小小飞鸟，飞跃在这蓝天海上，
我无时无刻彷徨无助，找不到可以倾诉，
我曾经像一只小小飞鸟，穿梭在这城市之中，
我正在寻找那慈爱双手，那就是主耶稣。
主啊我要回到你身旁，我要回到你身旁，
那慈爱双手正等着我，来拥抱我。
主啊我要回到你身旁，我要回到你身旁，
那慈爱双手来拥抱我，那就是主耶稣。
这首歌我放在右上角了哦！
我所要找的那感觉，
一直都在。
我就像一个淘气的孩子，
一直在父的怀里叛逆。
总认为我是孤单无助的一个人。
来了这里，
人生地不熟的，
没有认识的人，
他们说都不是我常用的语言，
行为上，文化上都有差异。
遇上了这些问题，
想家是必然的。
理由很简单，
想逃离这不属于自己的地方，
要回到最熟悉的环境。
人之常情也！
其实，
这些父都知道。
衪早就为我预备好了。
我的学业，
我的朋友，
我的所需，
衪一直不间断地为我供应着。
心情一直处于低落状态，
自己没能调适过来，
一直在孤立自己，
忌世愤俗的将自己包起来，
不让人接近。
像是刺猬，
人见人躲。
真得不该再那么的情绪化了。
想了想，
其实不止我一个人离乡背井来到陌生的地方读书，
很多朋友都是嘛。
为何人家可以适应而我不能呢？
我自己的问题吧。
自己的心境~~
虽然没有熟悉的人，
没有爱吃的食物，
没有最爱的科目，
但这是一个锻炼自己的好机会。
要学的东西很多。
这些，
都是为以后的日子铺路。
或许，
父要我预备自己，
好让我以后能被衪所拣选，使用。
所以，
我必须刚强起来，
改变！
改变是有些难，
因为人总是拒绝离开现状与舒适。
但我相信，
衪会引导我的。
衪的恩典是绝对够用的，
衪的慈爱是何等地深，
衪的意念高过我们的意念。
我虽无法知道我的价值所在，
但我知道，
我要顺服，
衪必领导我。
从现在开始，
我要享受天父所赐下的，
让他带领我将来的日子，
衪必赐福。
主是通过以下这首歌来让我振作的。感动~~
寻找 （赞美之泉）
我曾经像一只小小飞鸟，飞跃在这蓝天海上，
我无时无刻彷徨无助，找不到可以倾诉，
我曾经像一只小小飞鸟，穿梭在这城市之中，
我正在寻找那慈爱双手，那就是主耶稣。
主啊我要回到你身旁，我要回到你身旁，
那慈爱双手正等着我，来拥抱我。
主啊我要回到你身旁，我要回到你身旁，
那慈爱双手来拥抱我，那就是主耶稣。
这首歌我放在右上角了哦！
Sunday, 5 October 2008
Emo-ing
Still can remember this picture? I miss the place I made this artistic potato. I miss Iodine. I miss Silver Nitrate. I miss Ammonia. I miss Sodium Hydroxide. I miss Lead Nitrate. I miss Hydrogen Peroxide. I miss Hydrochloric Acid. I miss Nitric Acid. I miss Sulphuric Acid. I miss Lime Water. I miss Chemistry. I miss the lab. I miss my lab coat. I miss the times I break so many apparatus. I miss Qualitative Analysis. I miss lab work. I miss Sciences. I miss those days. I miss Biology. I miss Mathematics. I miss the time when I can do whole set of Mathematics paper in 17 minutes. I miss the time I have self motivation. I miss the time I have self confidence. I miss the time I can conquer the subjects. I miss everything that I have missed.
I miss lab potato. I hate potato as my food. I don't want french fries. I don't want mashed potato. I don't want jack potato. I don't want steamed potato. I don't want wedges. I don't want chips. I don't want cooked potato. I don't want hash brown.
I don't want bacon. I don't want sausages. I don't want peas. I don't want sweet corn. I don't want super duper sweet as if sugar is free-of-charge cake. I don't want yoghurt. I don't want awful soup. I don't want tomato.
I want chicken rice with big drumstick (steamed chicken). I want char kuey tiao add a lot of cockles and a lot of chinese sausage without chilli. I want fried oyster. I want kuey tiao soup with a lot of pig viscera. I want penang laksa with half bottle of shrimp paste. I want belacan fried chicken. I want satay. I want roti canai with kuah dal. I want lok lok. I want steamboat. I want hokkian mee with a lot of zhu you zha. I want bubur chacha. I want cendol. I want ais kacang. I want my food.
I want my room. I want my tv. I want my computer. I want my pool. I want my gym. I want my library. I want my own serene space. I want to be what and how I want to be. I want my everything in Malaysia.
I want to be with my family now. I want to be with my friends now.
Tagged by Bon
Bon tagged me. Haha! Okie, since I've lost my mood to study currently, I'll do this tag lo.
Simple Rules:
1. Each player starts with eight random facts/habits about themselves.
2. People who are tagged need to write on their own blog about their eight things and post these rules.
3. At the end of your blog, you need to choose eight people to get tagged and list their names.
4. Don't forget to leave them a comment telling them they're tagged, and to read your blog.
1. I'm Teo Han Ley aka Hanley aka ley aka Franklin aka Ah Teo aka leyley aka ? (what else? Tell me lar!)
2. I'm from Taman Perling, Johor Bahru, Malaysia
3. I start to cherish Malaysia
4. I start to detest this place
5. I miss my room
6. You are reading craps.
7. I am lame sometimes.
8. People tak boleh tahan
Well, I'm not tagging anyone. World peace. =)
Simple Rules:
1. Each player starts with eight random facts/habits about themselves.
2. People who are tagged need to write on their own blog about their eight things and post these rules.
3. At the end of your blog, you need to choose eight people to get tagged and list their names.
4. Don't forget to leave them a comment telling them they're tagged, and to read your blog.
1. I'm Teo Han Ley aka Hanley aka ley aka Franklin aka Ah Teo aka leyley aka ? (what else? Tell me lar!)
2. I'm from Taman Perling, Johor Bahru, Malaysia
3. I start to cherish Malaysia
4. I start to detest this place
5. I miss my room
6. You are reading craps.
7. I am lame sometimes.
8. People tak boleh tahan
Well, I'm not tagging anyone. World peace. =)
Saturday, 4 October 2008
觉醒吧，巨人！
曾经，
你站在顶峰高呼，
说你要征服世界。
曾经，
你攀过最陡的壁，
说没什么能难倒你。
如今，
你到了象牙塔脚下，
说：“我不行了”
你是懦夫吗？
难道你忘了那誓言吗？
你要征服世界，
你要登上最高峰，
你要取得最好的。
这些你都忘了吗？
只不过是小挫折就失望灰心想放弃了吗？
这是你吗？
如果这是你，
你干脆别存在于这世界上吧！
醒来吧，
前面不过有些雾，
让你看不清吧了。
这是短暂的，
会过去的。
只要往前走，
就会看见希望。
路是走出来的，
你的滞留不过会将你引向死亡，
让你被这弱肉强食的洪流冲走，
遭遇猛兽的吞食。
你攀了多少座山，
过了多少条河，
你自己最清楚。
这只不过是象牙塔，
三年就可以爬上了。
将来还有更多的挑战，
若你想继续存活，
快恢复你的最佳状态吧！
加油吧！
觉醒吧，巨人！
唤醒你心中沉睡已久的力量，
向前冲吧！
你站在顶峰高呼，
说你要征服世界。
曾经，
你攀过最陡的壁，
说没什么能难倒你。
如今，
你到了象牙塔脚下，
说：“我不行了”
你是懦夫吗？
难道你忘了那誓言吗？
你要征服世界，
你要登上最高峰，
你要取得最好的。
这些你都忘了吗？
只不过是小挫折就失望灰心想放弃了吗？
这是你吗？
如果这是你，
你干脆别存在于这世界上吧！
醒来吧，
前面不过有些雾，
让你看不清吧了。
这是短暂的，
会过去的。
只要往前走，
就会看见希望。
路是走出来的，
你的滞留不过会将你引向死亡，
让你被这弱肉强食的洪流冲走，
遭遇猛兽的吞食。
你攀了多少座山，
过了多少条河，
你自己最清楚。
这只不过是象牙塔，
三年就可以爬上了。
将来还有更多的挑战，
若你想继续存活，
快恢复你的最佳状态吧！
加油吧！
觉醒吧，巨人！
唤醒你心中沉睡已久的力量，
向前冲吧！
Friday, 3 October 2008
We are born to laugh!
We are too free you know! We are going to unleash our lameness today. Introducing the lame competition!
Thursday, 2 October 2008
蠢
很多时候，
我真的太自大了。
一直都以为自己很厉害，很棒，
什么都难不倒自己，
以为自己学东西的速度很快。
其实，我只不过是个草包。
一直以来都是走运吧了。
其实，我只不过是个笨蛋。
我没那么聪明，
一直以来的自负，
一直以来的自我膨胀，
让我好苦，好苦。
现在才发现我是庸才，
真是的。
这种事要到现在才发现的吗？
笨蛋！
愚笨至极的我，
快负荷不来了！
蠢材！没用的家伙！
叫我笨蛋。
对，
你没叫错！
我真的太自大了。
一直都以为自己很厉害，很棒，
什么都难不倒自己，
以为自己学东西的速度很快。
其实，我只不过是个草包。
一直以来都是走运吧了。
其实，我只不过是个笨蛋。
我没那么聪明，
一直以来的自负，
一直以来的自我膨胀，
让我好苦，好苦。
现在才发现我是庸才，
真是的。
这种事要到现在才发现的吗？
笨蛋！
愚笨至极的我，
快负荷不来了！
蠢材！没用的家伙！
叫我笨蛋。
对，
你没叫错！
Wednesday, 1 October 2008
Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri Maaf Zahir dan Batin!
Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri Maaf Zahir dan Batin!
I miss kuih raya, nasi beriani, rendang, ketupat, sate and many other food!
I can find Malaysian snacks here! LOL. By the way, Mamee is the only one. I'm enjoying it now. Never know that mamee is so tasty. No. I'm not sharing! Haha! It cost 25p per pack but we can get it at 20sen in Malaysia. WTH.
I miss kuih raya, nasi beriani, rendang, ketupat, sate and many other food!
I can find Malaysian snacks here! LOL. By the way, Mamee is the only one. I'm enjoying it now. Never know that mamee is so tasty. No. I'm not sharing! Haha! It cost 25p per pack but we can get it at 20sen in Malaysia. WTH.
Monday, 29 September 2008
Friday, 26 September 2008
Campur
拜一就正式开学了，
我还在这里蹉跎岁月。
书一本都没买，
脑袋都快生锈了。
刚才，本来我爸要回马了。
不过幸好 London Heathrow Airport 的 Radar 出问题，
所以班机将延迟几天。
Yay!
原来班机延迟也可以讲到 Contract 去的咯。
什么 Contract is frustrated 之类的。
听到我懵嚓嚓。
来说说我在曼城所遇到的人吧。
这里还蛮多马来西亚人的，
大多都蛮友善，
香蕉也不拽。
这里也蛮多智慧型书生淑女。
呵呵！
不过，这里有一个大煞风景的白痴 KL 仔。
自以为是到要死。
Hanley: "Hello, I'm Hanley. I heard that you are from Malaysia. I'm from Malaysia too."
Idiot: "Oh." (look at me indifferently.)
Hanley: "I'm staying in Dalton Ellis hall. You too?"
Idiot: (he ignore me)
Hanley: (i repeat my question)
Idiot: "No."
Hanley: "What course are you taking? I'm a first year law undergraduate."
Idiot: (ignore me again)
Hanley: (since he doesn't want to answer, I keep quiet)
Idiot: Chemistry. (walk away)
Hanley: ...........
你拽屁啊？从小到大都没有人这样对我，你是哪儿根葱啊？
Hanley's kind advice to that bloody idiot : you can go fly kite already. if you do not know how, I can teach you. just do what benjamin Franklin did, but change the benang to dawai emas (emas adalah conductor yang baik), wear metal things on your body (as many as you wish), don't wear shoes, put copper wire under you leg and lastly fly the kite in padang (big padang is preferred and no other objects that are taller than you should be around)
我还在这里蹉跎岁月。
书一本都没买，
脑袋都快生锈了。
刚才，本来我爸要回马了。
不过幸好 London Heathrow Airport 的 Radar 出问题，
所以班机将延迟几天。
Yay!
原来班机延迟也可以讲到 Contract 去的咯。
什么 Contract is frustrated 之类的。
听到我懵嚓嚓。
来说说我在曼城所遇到的人吧。
这里还蛮多马来西亚人的，
大多都蛮友善，
香蕉也不拽。
这里也蛮多智慧型书生淑女。
呵呵！
不过，这里有一个大煞风景的白痴 KL 仔。
自以为是到要死。
Hanley: "Hello, I'm Hanley. I heard that you are from Malaysia. I'm from Malaysia too."
Idiot: "Oh." (look at me indifferently.)
Hanley: "I'm staying in Dalton Ellis hall. You too?"
Idiot: (he ignore me)
Hanley: (i repeat my question)
Idiot: "No."
Hanley: "What course are you taking? I'm a first year law undergraduate."
Idiot: (ignore me again)
Hanley: (since he doesn't want to answer, I keep quiet)
Idiot: Chemistry. (walk away)
Hanley: ...........
你拽屁啊？从小到大都没有人这样对我，你是哪儿根葱啊？
Hanley's kind advice to that bloody idiot : you can go fly kite already. if you do not know how, I can teach you. just do what benjamin Franklin did, but change the benang to dawai emas (emas adalah conductor yang baik), wear metal things on your body (as many as you wish), don't wear shoes, put copper wire under you leg and lastly fly the kite in padang (big padang is preferred and no other objects that are taller than you should be around)
Wednesday, 24 September 2008
无题
这寂静的夜，没有月的陪伴，好不孤独。
独自一人，
拎着沉重的行李，
从绿洲走到雪地。
雪地的小屋，
没有一个熟悉的面孔，
没有一把熟悉的声音，
没有再熟悉不过的熟悉。
小屋里，
爱斯基摩人的热情，
无法将游牧人封存的心溶化。
心不愿被打开。
飘洋过海的游牧人，
找不着他要的同伴，期望，和快乐。
一直在欺骗自己，
这些很快就会到来。
傻。
想要找回那感觉，
好难。
或许，只有赤道的家，
才能给他温暖。
在这里，
他永远只是个过客。
他想回家。这是他的心声。
他终于开始了一个人的生活。
独步在酷寒之地，
无力又无奈。
深夜里一个人写字，
白天将自己孤立起来，
好让别人不知道他的孤寂。
这就是一个人的生活吗？
或许吧。
Inspired by : 林凡 -- 一个人生活，锦绣二重唱 -- 我的快乐。
独自一人，
拎着沉重的行李，
从绿洲走到雪地。
雪地的小屋，
没有一个熟悉的面孔，
没有一把熟悉的声音，
没有再熟悉不过的熟悉。
小屋里，
爱斯基摩人的热情，
无法将游牧人封存的心溶化。
心不愿被打开。
飘洋过海的游牧人，
找不着他要的同伴，期望，和快乐。
一直在欺骗自己，
这些很快就会到来。
傻。
想要找回那感觉，
好难。
或许，只有赤道的家，
才能给他温暖。
在这里，
他永远只是个过客。
他想回家。这是他的心声。
他终于开始了一个人的生活。
独步在酷寒之地，
无力又无奈。
深夜里一个人写字，
白天将自己孤立起来，
好让别人不知道他的孤寂。
这就是一个人的生活吗？
或许吧。
Inspired by : 林凡 -- 一个人生活，锦绣二重唱 -- 我的快乐。
Monday, 22 September 2008
My room is really small!
Well, I've not update my blog recently due to connectivity issue. I've no proper internet connection till now! (Yes, till now.) I'm still using the sucky + slow-like-snail, damn bloody expensive wifi service provided by the hotel. No choice.
Actually I do have a proper + fast + reliable internet connection in the hostel. However, I'd rather not to move into it.
My room is super duper small till I don't know how to describe. It's apparently smaller than my wardrobe! OMG! I really don't know how am I going to survive in that room that is comparable to a kennel in the next few months!
When I unpack my luggages in the room, I was really pissed off. I cant even get a place to stand. "Pek cek!"
Actually I do have a proper + fast + reliable internet connection in the hostel. However, I'd rather not to move into it.
My room is super duper small till I don't know how to describe. It's apparently smaller than my wardrobe! OMG! I really don't know how am I going to survive in that room that is comparable to a kennel in the next few months!
When I unpack my luggages in the room, I was really pissed off. I cant even get a place to stand. "Pek cek!"
Friday, 19 September 2008
I've lost the connection to the world for 2 days already. I cant
access to the internet, and I cant even use the 3g network! Maxis got
problem too. I cant dial out for unknown reason 1 hour. Ok. Now i got
my uk number and i can use its network to surf net. That's why you can
still this new post. More update will be posted when i got my proper
internet connection.
access to the internet, and I cant even use the 3g network! Maxis got
problem too. I cant dial out for unknown reason 1 hour. Ok. Now i got
my uk number and i can use its network to surf net. That's why you can
still this new post. More update will be posted when i got my proper
internet connection.
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Monday, 15 September 2008
Sunday, 14 September 2008
2
这是一个沉重的责任。
雪耻，
让人改观。
抗奸佞，
抵恶徒。
这对小男孩来说，
太沉了。
宿命。
所以，
小男孩要长大，
要成为男子汉，
要捍卫家园，
要打走土匪。
十八岁也不小了，
他要长大，变强。
不为什么，
只为了背负这使命。
对，
是使命。
执照将是他的第一把剑，
在风中挥舞。
把刀摆在小男孩脖子上的，
男子汉会记住。
那恶的，
定要为自己所行的哀哭忏悔。
任务即将开始。
雪耻，
让人改观。
抗奸佞，
抵恶徒。
这对小男孩来说，
太沉了。
宿命。
所以，
小男孩要长大，
要成为男子汉，
要捍卫家园，
要打走土匪。
十八岁也不小了，
他要长大，变强。
不为什么，
只为了背负这使命。
对，
是使命。
执照将是他的第一把剑，
在风中挥舞。
把刀摆在小男孩脖子上的，
男子汉会记住。
那恶的，
定要为自己所行的哀哭忏悔。
任务即将开始。
Saturday, 13 September 2008
3
好快，真得好快。只剩下三天了。
人生必经的阶段，我就要去面对了。
这是我的第一次，
第一次离家。
这三年，
我一定要好好的熬过去。
拿了执照，
前面是大晴天。
不管怎样，
我都要拿个 First Class Honour (LLB)。
不管怎样，
我都要在四间 Inns of Court 的其中一间被 "called to the bar"
我不会辜负我父母的，
我要将这荣耀归给主，
我不会让我的朋友失望，
我不会被人看扁！
我要让觊觎者被自己的诡计所害。
我要让那些不看好我的，等我跌倒的，对我刮目相看。
我要让攻击我的知道我不是病猫。
汉礼，你休把昨日壮语豪言付予等闲间！
可是，我不想离开这里！
这是我生活了十八年的城市，
有我的家人，
我的朋友，
我的一切。
我的离开，
正意味着我必须一切重来，
慢慢的摸索一座陌生城市，
重新设立社交圈，
建立自己的生活，
凡事要自己面对。
高兴时，
没人一起分享喜悦。
伤心时，
没有人在身旁安慰，
也没有那家里温暖的被窝供我哭泣。
生气时，
没人倾听苦处。
不爽时，
没人听我发牢骚。
我怕我不能敞开心房，
接受新城市的一切。
我要去面对。
人生必经的阶段，我就要去面对了。
这是我的第一次，
第一次离家。
这三年，
我一定要好好的熬过去。
拿了执照，
前面是大晴天。
不管怎样，
我都要拿个 First Class Honour (LLB)。
不管怎样，
我都要在四间 Inns of Court 的其中一间被 "called to the bar"
我不会辜负我父母的，
我要将这荣耀归给主，
我不会让我的朋友失望，
我不会被人看扁！
我要让觊觎者被自己的诡计所害。
我要让那些不看好我的，等我跌倒的，对我刮目相看。
我要让攻击我的知道我不是病猫。
汉礼，你休把昨日壮语豪言付予等闲间！
可是，我不想离开这里！
这是我生活了十八年的城市，
有我的家人，
我的朋友，
我的一切。
我的离开，
正意味着我必须一切重来，
慢慢的摸索一座陌生城市，
重新设立社交圈，
建立自己的生活，
凡事要自己面对。
高兴时，
没人一起分享喜悦。
伤心时，
没有人在身旁安慰，
也没有那家里温暖的被窝供我哭泣。
生气时，
没人倾听苦处。
不爽时，
没人听我发牢骚。
我怕我不能敞开心房，
接受新城市的一切。
我要去面对。
Friday, 12 September 2008
越走越远 赵默
越走越远
云到底要往哪里飞
能不能把我的思念
带回那个小小的屋檐
站在窗前
看着云在陪我掉眼泪
寂寞没有人能了解
却把整片天空都染灰
想要试着勇敢一点
我闭上了双眼
跟昨天说再见
不知道有什么人听见
想要试着长大一点
人总是要改变
一个人去面对
也许还要多一点时间
越走越远
每件事总会变成从前
只是明天来临之前
今夜我还是一样失眠
云到底要往哪里飞
能不能把我的思念
带回那个小小的屋檐
站在窗前
看着云在陪我掉眼泪
寂寞没有人能了解
却把整片天空都染灰
想要试着勇敢一点
我闭上了双眼
跟昨天说再见
不知道有什么人听见
想要试着长大一点
人总是要改变
一个人去面对
也许还要多一点时间
越走越远
每件事总会变成从前
只是明天来临之前
今夜我还是一样失眠
Thursday, 11 September 2008
5
这五天，我希望我可以过得很丰富。求神能让这五天的时间，过得慢些，好让我可以好好的和家人朋友度过。
这会是一个很好的磨练，求主引领！我从来没离开过家人超过三天的，就算是旅行，我们都是同行的。我独自一人到过最远的地方也不过是马赛附近的海边的生活营。我这朵温室的小花，即将要自己去面对国外的生活，陌生的地方，陌生的文化。
Natural selection takes part. When selective pressure acts on me, will I evolve? Oops... Bio...
我怕，真的很怕。但我不知道我在怕些什么。我怕我不能适应，冲动下订机票返马。在不理智的情况下，我真的做得出来。
我是个很容易自卑的人。很多时候，我都觉得我在许多方面都不如别人。到了那儿，我铁定回应为我的英语程度与口才感到自卑。我怕我会因为这样，变得很孤僻，然后变成自闭儿。到时，我怕我连一个朋友都交不到，一个人孤独寂寞。我怕被排挤，我怕一个人，我怕输给别人！怕。
不善表达。现在的我，纵然心里有很多话要说，但我真的不知道该怎么说。
还是不说了，就让它在心里某个角落示意吧！
这会是一个很好的磨练，求主引领！我从来没离开过家人超过三天的，就算是旅行，我们都是同行的。我独自一人到过最远的地方也不过是马赛附近的海边的生活营。我这朵温室的小花，即将要自己去面对国外的生活，陌生的地方，陌生的文化。
Natural selection takes part. When selective pressure acts on me, will I evolve? Oops... Bio...
我怕，真的很怕。但我不知道我在怕些什么。我怕我不能适应，冲动下订机票返马。在不理智的情况下，我真的做得出来。
我是个很容易自卑的人。很多时候，我都觉得我在许多方面都不如别人。到了那儿，我铁定回应为我的英语程度与口才感到自卑。我怕我会因为这样，变得很孤僻，然后变成自闭儿。到时，我怕我连一个朋友都交不到，一个人孤独寂寞。我怕被排挤，我怕一个人，我怕输给别人！怕。
不善表达。现在的我，纵然心里有很多话要说，但我真的不知道该怎么说。
还是不说了，就让它在心里某个角落示意吧！
Wednesday, 10 September 2008
Photos
I have uploaded my photos taken in kedah/Penang to my flickr. Feel
free to visit ya! =)
free to visit ya! =)
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Tuesday, 2 September 2008
My Dream and My Future
Be patient and read the whole thing if you really want to know about me. It's quite long, compared with my previous post. If you are not interested, you can just glance through or even skip this. But please don't ever ask me why I don't continue in sciences, I'm sick of answering that question. Thanks for those who read.
___________________________________________________________________________________
My waiting is a long haul indeed. I've dreamt of admitting into a prestigious university since the first day me literate. Though this is not the one I yearn for, but I guess this will be a good one, for me to experience -- life.
While I was in primary school, I had told my fellow little playmates about my ambitious notion. Every child dreams. I was thinking of being comparable to the nobles, Einstein, Edison was my role model. I was the only student in my class who bought science magazine meant for upper primary students from the bookshop while I was in standard 2. Telling information from the magazines to my friends was my interest, though they couldn't understand me. In May of every year of my schooling times, we were asked to write 3 of our ambition. I always put "scientist" at the first column. I didn't think about which field of science I want to be in, as I do not have the complete image about science in my head. I just want to be a scientist that invents stuffs. I wrote things I want to invent in the future in papers, drew about rough design about how the things looks. I was so obsess in it. I told my parents about my ambition, and they supported me too. I was told that I must get excellent result for all these. I strived for these.
I'm not sure when the feeling comes -- I felt obliged to do law, without my parents persuading me. It was a strong feeling. Perhaps it is God's will, guiding me to a better path. And perhaps is due to conservative value that always flows in every Chinese's blood, including mine, that boy must be the inheritor. Otherwise, I'll be an unfilial child. My great aspiration to be a scientist had become obsolete since then.
Until I was in Secondary 4, I was exposed to much information about drug making -- I'm being introduced to chemistry at that level. My interest in science rekindled. I had decided to further my studies in ANU for pharmacy. I worked hard for it.
I knew that science and arts subjects aren't destined to be together, which means I'll have to make a final decision at the end.
So chose law, and I tried to develop my interest in other arts subject. I attended to many seminars about investing, banking, business, politics and other related ones. I wanted to take up an additional subject. I don't want to be tied up to a single subject in the future. Law won't take me too far, but business will.
During A-Levels, I was really into banking and investment stuffs. Maybe it was due to my attending to seminars. I listened to stories about successful fund managers in Wall Streets. I searched for information about emerging markets. Hence, I considered about taking Law and Finance double degree. It is a five years course. Due to some unforeseen circumstances, I was forced to drop that idea of taking a double degree. I have to obtain a qualification as fast as I can.
Now, it is only 2 weeks to my departure to The University of Manchester. I've to complete my obligation first before I can take up another subject. Few weeks ago, Sis Serin who had been working in my dad's firm for 20 years and looked me growing up asked me: "You've always told me you want to invent many things. But now why did you end up with law?" I remain silent. The rest of the conversation, I should keep mum about. She knows me quite well.
I'll give myself a long holiday, a real long one, after I've done my part. Perhaps it will last 5 years, 10 years or the rest of my life. I may not be able to take the holiday. Things are unpredictable. There may be drawbacks for me to do so. I'm going to have my own family in the future. If I'm only interested in pursuing my dreams, what will happen to them? I really have no idea about this. My conclusion: obligation is not parallel to what you dream for. The more you stand for obligation, the further you are away from your dream.
The only thing I'm very certain to tell you: "I will never be tied up in one field."
As politics is related to law as well, I hope that I will have a chance to take part in it, to uphold the juridical system, which has been dirtied by those people for years. I admit that I do still stammer when I talk, and my English level is not high either -- I got merely 6.5 for IELTS, which I feel ashamed of it. I'll try my best to overcome these.
I want to start my own enterprise before I'm 30.
I'm going to do a lot of things.
There are someone who ask me to go for my interest, what I like. But I answered: "Interest can be nurtured, and it is ever changing." History, which is the subject I hated the most when I was in secondary 1; I started to develop my interest in it after few years of studying it.
Now, I've fabricated a "dream" for myself. Law will be my very first step. My short term aim will be: getting a first class degree in law and get into The Honourable Society of Lincoln's Inn for my Bar Vocational Course.
I'll make it. It's just the matter of time.
___________________________________________________________________________________
My waiting is a long haul indeed. I've dreamt of admitting into a prestigious university since the first day me literate. Though this is not the one I yearn for, but I guess this will be a good one, for me to experience -- life.
While I was in primary school, I had told my fellow little playmates about my ambitious notion. Every child dreams. I was thinking of being comparable to the nobles, Einstein, Edison was my role model. I was the only student in my class who bought science magazine meant for upper primary students from the bookshop while I was in standard 2. Telling information from the magazines to my friends was my interest, though they couldn't understand me. In May of every year of my schooling times, we were asked to write 3 of our ambition. I always put "scientist" at the first column. I didn't think about which field of science I want to be in, as I do not have the complete image about science in my head. I just want to be a scientist that invents stuffs. I wrote things I want to invent in the future in papers, drew about rough design about how the things looks. I was so obsess in it. I told my parents about my ambition, and they supported me too. I was told that I must get excellent result for all these. I strived for these.
I'm not sure when the feeling comes -- I felt obliged to do law, without my parents persuading me. It was a strong feeling. Perhaps it is God's will, guiding me to a better path. And perhaps is due to conservative value that always flows in every Chinese's blood, including mine, that boy must be the inheritor. Otherwise, I'll be an unfilial child. My great aspiration to be a scientist had become obsolete since then.
Until I was in Secondary 4, I was exposed to much information about drug making -- I'm being introduced to chemistry at that level. My interest in science rekindled. I had decided to further my studies in ANU for pharmacy. I worked hard for it.
I knew that science and arts subjects aren't destined to be together, which means I'll have to make a final decision at the end.
So chose law, and I tried to develop my interest in other arts subject. I attended to many seminars about investing, banking, business, politics and other related ones. I wanted to take up an additional subject. I don't want to be tied up to a single subject in the future. Law won't take me too far, but business will.
During A-Levels, I was really into banking and investment stuffs. Maybe it was due to my attending to seminars. I listened to stories about successful fund managers in Wall Streets. I searched for information about emerging markets. Hence, I considered about taking Law and Finance double degree. It is a five years course. Due to some unforeseen circumstances, I was forced to drop that idea of taking a double degree. I have to obtain a qualification as fast as I can.
Now, it is only 2 weeks to my departure to The University of Manchester. I've to complete my obligation first before I can take up another subject. Few weeks ago, Sis Serin who had been working in my dad's firm for 20 years and looked me growing up asked me: "You've always told me you want to invent many things. But now why did you end up with law?" I remain silent. The rest of the conversation, I should keep mum about. She knows me quite well.
I'll give myself a long holiday, a real long one, after I've done my part. Perhaps it will last 5 years, 10 years or the rest of my life. I may not be able to take the holiday. Things are unpredictable. There may be drawbacks for me to do so. I'm going to have my own family in the future. If I'm only interested in pursuing my dreams, what will happen to them? I really have no idea about this. My conclusion: obligation is not parallel to what you dream for. The more you stand for obligation, the further you are away from your dream.
The only thing I'm very certain to tell you: "I will never be tied up in one field."
As politics is related to law as well, I hope that I will have a chance to take part in it, to uphold the juridical system, which has been dirtied by those people for years. I admit that I do still stammer when I talk, and my English level is not high either -- I got merely 6.5 for IELTS, which I feel ashamed of it. I'll try my best to overcome these.
I want to start my own enterprise before I'm 30.
I'm going to do a lot of things.
There are someone who ask me to go for my interest, what I like. But I answered: "Interest can be nurtured, and it is ever changing." History, which is the subject I hated the most when I was in secondary 1; I started to develop my interest in it after few years of studying it.
Now, I've fabricated a "dream" for myself. Law will be my very first step. My short term aim will be: getting a first class degree in law and get into The Honourable Society of Lincoln's Inn for my Bar Vocational Course.
I'll make it. It's just the matter of time.
Saturday, 30 August 2008
See you! Ah Leong!
Our dearest friend, Ah Leong has just departed few minutes ago from KLIA. Wish him all the best and may God bless him and guide him on his upcoming journey.
Friday, 29 August 2008
I find it meaningful
I saw a post in Ezra's blog which I find it meaningful. You should read it.
http://ezdude.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!579945430B037D70!491.entry
http://ezdude.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!579945430B037D70!491.entry
A Journey to KLCC
I got my visa already.
This indicates that my departure is coming very soon. Aww... Mixed feeling...
I got back all of my documents. They are all safe. My parents' fixed deposit slip, geran tanah, and other documents are back into their safe. Thank God. If not I'll get killed due to my stupidity. There is an idiom "curiosity kills the cat". I think it should be : stupidity kills Hanley. LOL
After I got my visa, my mum and I decided to go KLCC Suria for a stroll, since the flight is at 2.25 and it was still early. We knew that KLCC is near from Wisma MCA, but we didn't know that it is so near! We took a cab, asked the driver to send us to KLCC. He looked at us : "KLCC dekat saja. bla bla bla... " Before he finishes the bla bla bla, we reached there already. The fare is damn cheap! I've never get a cab ride at RM 2.
As we had came to KLCC one week before this, I actually had my eye on one overall coat. Due to time constrain, I didn't get a chance to go into the shop. Finally I got my chance to grab that home. My mum agreed with my taste too. Haha! So we went into the grandly furnished Burberry shop. I rush to that coat with lightning speed, leaving my mum far behind. I actually didn't look at price tag when I want to purchase something. Bad habit, I know. I had a price in my heart. It should be around 2k. "Get me a M sized coat, I want to try it." The lady went in and I continue to eye for other stuffs. Accidentally, and luckily, the price tag dropped out from the coat out of sudden. This had shocked me terribly -- more than 4 times the price in my head. I looked at my mum, and she thought that I still want to buy after knowing the price (because I always give her that kind of look when I want something). We get out of the shop afterthat. I didn't buy that of course. "You haven't start to earn money and yet still want to buy expensive stuff. bla bla bla..." OK. The lesson is : never decide to buy something before looking at the price. Anyway, I like that coat so much. That coat should be thick enough to keep me warm.
Enough of craps and I've out of blogging ideas. It is late already, anyway.
This indicates that my departure is coming very soon. Aww... Mixed feeling...
I got back all of my documents. They are all safe. My parents' fixed deposit slip, geran tanah, and other documents are back into their safe. Thank God. If not I'll get killed due to my stupidity. There is an idiom "curiosity kills the cat". I think it should be : stupidity kills Hanley. LOL
After I got my visa, my mum and I decided to go KLCC Suria for a stroll, since the flight is at 2.25 and it was still early. We knew that KLCC is near from Wisma MCA, but we didn't know that it is so near! We took a cab, asked the driver to send us to KLCC. He looked at us : "KLCC dekat saja. bla bla bla... " Before he finishes the bla bla bla, we reached there already. The fare is damn cheap! I've never get a cab ride at RM 2.
As we had came to KLCC one week before this, I actually had my eye on one overall coat. Due to time constrain, I didn't get a chance to go into the shop. Finally I got my chance to grab that home. My mum agreed with my taste too. Haha! So we went into the grandly furnished Burberry shop. I rush to that coat with lightning speed, leaving my mum far behind. I actually didn't look at price tag when I want to purchase something. Bad habit, I know. I had a price in my heart. It should be around 2k. "Get me a M sized coat, I want to try it." The lady went in and I continue to eye for other stuffs. Accidentally, and luckily, the price tag dropped out from the coat out of sudden. This had shocked me terribly -- more than 4 times the price in my head. I looked at my mum, and she thought that I still want to buy after knowing the price (because I always give her that kind of look when I want something). We get out of the shop afterthat. I didn't buy that of course. "You haven't start to earn money and yet still want to buy expensive stuff. bla bla bla..." OK. The lesson is : never decide to buy something before looking at the price. Anyway, I like that coat so much. That coat should be thick enough to keep me warm.
Enough of craps and I've out of blogging ideas. It is late already, anyway.
Monday, 25 August 2008
I can smell it
I can smell UK. It's so near, yet so far.
I'll be leaving soon, but I'm not mentally prepared at all! It will be a long journey. It takes 13 hours to reach Heathrow, 3 hours waiting time for transit, 1 hour to my destination. This is not the main point. I'm going to face a totally stranger's society, by myself without companion. I will be meeting Caucasians, who may marginalise me, probably by not necessarily, to a corner.
Actually, I felt quite comfortable for me alone going to a new place, though this is my first time leaving home. After the pre-departure briefing by UoM, I felt I'm so inferior. I met many calibre students, and banana of course (sorry ya, no offence). I'm stepping into a mandarin-free dungeon, unarmoredly.
Where is the confident-me? I felt so uneasy right now. I may become an alien, to be chased out of milky way.
I need companions, now.
Assistance please!
I'll be leaving soon, but I'm not mentally prepared at all! It will be a long journey. It takes 13 hours to reach Heathrow, 3 hours waiting time for transit, 1 hour to my destination. This is not the main point. I'm going to face a totally stranger's society, by myself without companion. I will be meeting Caucasians, who may marginalise me, probably by not necessarily, to a corner.
Actually, I felt quite comfortable for me alone going to a new place, though this is my first time leaving home. After the pre-departure briefing by UoM, I felt I'm so inferior. I met many calibre students, and banana of course (sorry ya, no offence). I'm stepping into a mandarin-free dungeon, unarmoredly.
Where is the confident-me? I felt so uneasy right now. I may become an alien, to be chased out of milky way.
I need companions, now.
Assistance please!
Tuesday, 19 August 2008
VIsa Application
I went to UK visa office yesterday to sort out with my visa application. The whole process is really a nuisance! From locating the office till the end of the process. Headache!
We travelled by car. When we reached KL, it was already 11 am. Gosh! The office will be closing at 3 pm, but we didn't even know where the heck Wisma MCA is. We were playing merry go round in the city of KL, trapped in the heavy traffic, searching for the building desperately.
We have wasted 1 hour plus, searching the building in nowhere. Out of desperation, we decided to find a cab to lead us to the destination. While searching for cab, we saw the biggest post office in Malaysia, was just not far from us. So my dad drove to there, and asked a postman (yes postman), to guide us. He got onto our car, and finally, thanks to him, we arrived at Wisma MCA at 1pm.
When we reached, the guard only allows me to go into the office. The security measures are really !@#$%^&*()! Ok never mind. I can handle those things by myself (I thought I could).
When I got in, I was told that I need to pay the application fees by bank draft. The officer didn't even tell me regarding this when I called for enquiries. So my dad have to go and buy bank draft.
They called me after 30 minutes of waiting. I proceeded to the counter, and take out all the required documents. The officer that was handling my application is inexperienced, I think. He never check what I have submitted. I have submitted my passport, results, school leaving certificates, birth certificate and many other documents. This is not the main point. I can now show my stupidity to the whole world. I submitted my parents' fixed deposit slip and many other original documents that I should not submit. See! I'm stupid right?
I got scolded, expectedly, due to my stupidity. My fault.
Just now, my mum told me that she met many proud and arrogant applicants. Those applicants think that they are very great and look down at us. It is because sometimes we dressed till very very very poor looking. My mum restate an idiot's word to me: "Those people just come here to try their luck to get visa, even though they can't get it! Hahahahaha.........." Their conversation is in english. They think that my mum doesn't know english. Idiot. So what? You idiot go UK so what? What uni you go and waht uni I go? You think you rich then you are very great la! You are nothing but just a rich idiot that can afford to go to UK to study but not in an academically prestigious uni! Idiot!
We travelled by car. When we reached KL, it was already 11 am. Gosh! The office will be closing at 3 pm, but we didn't even know where the heck Wisma MCA is. We were playing merry go round in the city of KL, trapped in the heavy traffic, searching for the building desperately.
We have wasted 1 hour plus, searching the building in nowhere. Out of desperation, we decided to find a cab to lead us to the destination. While searching for cab, we saw the biggest post office in Malaysia, was just not far from us. So my dad drove to there, and asked a postman (yes postman), to guide us. He got onto our car, and finally, thanks to him, we arrived at Wisma MCA at 1pm.
When we reached, the guard only allows me to go into the office. The security measures are really !@#$%^&*()! Ok never mind. I can handle those things by myself (I thought I could).
When I got in, I was told that I need to pay the application fees by bank draft. The officer didn't even tell me regarding this when I called for enquiries. So my dad have to go and buy bank draft.
They called me after 30 minutes of waiting. I proceeded to the counter, and take out all the required documents. The officer that was handling my application is inexperienced, I think. He never check what I have submitted. I have submitted my passport, results, school leaving certificates, birth certificate and many other documents. This is not the main point. I can now show my stupidity to the whole world. I submitted my parents' fixed deposit slip and many other original documents that I should not submit. See! I'm stupid right?
I got scolded, expectedly, due to my stupidity. My fault.
Just now, my mum told me that she met many proud and arrogant applicants. Those applicants think that they are very great and look down at us. It is because sometimes we dressed till very very very poor looking. My mum restate an idiot's word to me: "Those people just come here to try their luck to get visa, even though they can't get it! Hahahahaha.........." Their conversation is in english. They think that my mum doesn't know english. Idiot. So what? You idiot go UK so what? What uni you go and waht uni I go? You think you rich then you are very great la! You are nothing but just a rich idiot that can afford to go to UK to study but not in an academically prestigious uni! Idiot!
Monday, 11 August 2008
Mixed content
Thanks for The Lord's grace! All the honour shall be Yours!
I'll be leaving to Manchester to study Law soon. Do remember me ya!
Anyone going to UK for further studies? Please inform me so that we can meet in UK ya!
One month left. Current plan : meet all of my friends before i leave.
Can anyone tell me what to bring? I'm really lazy to make a checklist. So, anyone can be my reminder?
Ah leong, kei jin, kei yi, wei heng, sorry for cancelling the trip. I didn't expect my dad will object me to go. Sorry for making you guys so dissapointed.
Wednesday, 16 July 2008
Monash Medicine Interview
我经过这片土壤
我停留
风景很美，空气清新，鸟语花香
这是我曾向往的地方
我徘徊
在我儿时就梦想到的地方
想。。。就留在这儿吧
想。。。继续在这条路上前进吧
我知道
我不能
我有其他的事要做
我离开
Thursday, 10 July 2008
那天
那天，旧地重游到SSI的Hari Koko逛逛。人潮依旧，气氛依旧，但感觉不同了。甫到校，第一个碰见的是家昌。还未来得及打招呼，他已将一串donut递给我。随他走到他协会的档口， 看到的还是那些没新意的食品。（别怪我喔！呵呵！）本以为仁义恒杰会来，原来只是杨宗伟在放鸽子。后来遇见了一些读中六的朋友，还有老师。很显然的老师们 已不认得我了。站在Dewan Terbuka中央，围绕着我的都是陌生脸孔。很无奈。来到熟悉的地方，却没有熟悉的人，熟悉的声音，熟悉的心情。这是否就是所谓的桃花依旧，人面全非？
去年今日此门中，人面桃花相映红，
人面不知何处去，桃花依旧笑春风。
不知不觉地走到Blok D，感慨万分。中二到中五的时光，都在这儿精彩地渡过。那我经过好多次的楼梯，是闲时坐下说别人闲话的地方。纵然它就坐落在厕所旁，我们都不在乎那阵阵的香气，自顾自地聊。Shakir来了，才好像老鼠见到猫似的，到处乱窜，好不刺激！"Waktu rehat jangan keluar daripada kelas!" , "Jangan sesekali cuba ponteng kelas!" 这些在perhimpunan时才会听到的话涌现在我脑海里。一楼，是我表演Matrix的地方。跟朋友玩追追，以为自己可以跨过那一米高的障碍物。原本第一只脚已跨了过去，但第二只脚不小心勾到那障碍物，然后在空中来各360度大旋转，接着跌个四脚朝天，惹得全班哄堂大笑。好多好多的第一次皆在那儿诞生。在那儿我哭过，笑过，痛过，恨过，开心过，暗爽过，心花怒放过。记得当年那星期三，我傻傻地，紧张地，缓缓地走入了那第三间课室，做了那超级蠢事。但至少知道结果了。二楼，是追逐的地方，Camping 时的住处。从二楼丢纸团，别人的象皮擦到那污浊的池里，只为寻求青蛙被砸的快乐。可怜的青蛙呀！被人整，水壶满是用过的纸巾，煞是恶心。之后到别班找人算帐，无功而返。 把球，椅子丢到破了的天花板里，让朋友找不着。就算知道了，也拿不下来。什么炸鲍鱼，裴勇俊等绰号皆由此地而生。
到Blok C，在脑海映起的是我的不守规矩。做Experiment，我已是习惯性地不听指示。听说这里要拆了，改建一栋双层的教室。不知道这有没有像不能说的秘密里能回到过去的琴房呢？想太多。
凯倩来电，说建星正找我，把我从记忆里唤回。
离开前，我定会回来！谁可以陪我？请连络我！
Tuesday, 1 July 2008
Blog Entry dated 1/7/2008 2:48 AM
It has been ages since I update my blog. Yes, laziness again. Okay, well I'll try my very best to revive this blog.
Recently, life seems quite hollow. Emptiness fills the air. My previous routine task has changed totally. Dota, Assassin's Creed, kingsurf -- cyber cafe, loitering at malls, and things that seemed unrelated to me previously intruded my life silently. Yes! I'm lovin' it! These indulgence will end very soon, I guess. Cherish my holiday~~
Things I did:
- Start to play warcraft -- dota (Warcraft playing mode has been turn off since form 3)
- Start to get some new game to play ( I won't do this previously)
- Go out to meet friends for 5 days continuously
- Go Singapore with Bon and Heng (lazy to upload pics leh... wait lo)
- Go cybercafe
- Loitering at malls -- look for eye candy, of course!
- I'm planning. Do ask me out!
Check back to my blog in a couple of days. I will post more.
Sunday, 16 March 2008
你知道复活节吗？
愿颂赞归与我们主耶稣基督的父 神。他曾照自己的大怜悯，藉耶稣基督从死里复活，重生了我们，叫我们有活泼的盼望，可以得着不能朽坏、不能玷污、不能衰残、为你们存留在天上的基业。(《圣经》彼得前书1章3－4节)
各位朋友，只有这位胜过死亡、胜过罪恶，从死里复活，满有荣耀的主，才能使你有这样的经历。另外，千千万万基督徒的祈祷蒙应允，以及奉主耶稣的名赶鬼的经历，都是“耶稣是复活的救主”的有力证据。
欲知更多？请看复活节的由来
你知道复活节吗？
亲爱的朋友，你知道复活节吗？你若不知道的话，可别再错过认识复活节的机会了。根据《圣经·新约全书》记载，耶稣被钉死在十字架上，第三天复 活，复活节因此得名。它不止是五彩斑斓的彩蛋和活蹦乱跳兔子的节日；它也不止是追思纪念的日子；它更不是外国的节日；它是一个关乎你我从罪里重生、生命被救赎的日子，而这位从死里复活，使我们得重生，活着有盼望的就是——主耶稣基督。让我们一起来重新认识“复活节”！
谁复活了？
一千九百多年前，以色列人正受罗马人暴虐的统治，他们惟一的盼望，就是他们的神所应许的救主。历史告诉我们，就在那个时候，在以色列地出现了一位伟大的领袖、教师；他拥有不少的跟随者，他的教训、品行和所行的一切都实在远超过古今中外所有历史人物，他就是耶稣。
耶稣实在不是一位普通的人物，他是神的儿子，在未有一切以先，他已经存在。耶稣降生于以色列地的伯利恒城。他大约三十岁开始便周游四方，公开传讲神的大爱，向人揭开宇宙的秘密和人生的意义；他亦指出人痛苦的缘由是来自罪，也严肃地谈论到罪可怕的后果。
他宣告自己是神所差来的救主，是神的儿子。他用浅显的比喻讲出天国的奥秘。他也曾彰显他无穷的能力──医治好患麻疯的病人、使盲人看见、使跛子 走路和死人复活，虽然他行了种种神迹，使万人佩服；但最后，他却被众人钉死在十字架上。可是，奇妙的事情发生在他身上；他在死后的第三天复活了，并在升天 前宣称自己还要再来。
受难到复活的历程
主耶稣乃是神的儿子，他甘愿成为有血有肉的人，为的就是要寻找拯救世人。圣经说：“其督耶稣降世为要拯救罪人。”（提前一15）他爱我们，甘心 担当我们的罪，代替我们接受罪的刑罚，而被钉死在十字架上。罪是何等的可怕，就连神的儿子因着要赎人的罪也付上极大的代价。他死后，有一个兵丁用枪刺入他 的肋旁，跟着有血和水流出来。经现代的专家证实，这是因为心脏爆裂了，所以才有血和水流出来，可见主耶稣因背负世人的罪，而被钉在十字架上的痛苦是何等的 厉害！他极爱我们甘心为我们忍受一切痛苦！
耶稣被证实死了以后，他的尸体被取下来，用细麻布包裹，再被铺上大约一百磅用各种不同的香料混合而成的一种黏状物质。然后被安放在一个坟墓里面，用一块大约有两吨重的巨石堵塞坟墓的入口。
由于主耶稣在受死之前曾公开宣称自己会在死后的第三天复活。所以当时逼害耶稣的人，为免耶稣的门徒来偷取尸体，再假传耶稣已经复活了，就要求彼拉多遣派受过严格训练罗马兵看守坟墓。
到了耶稣死后的第三日，不寻常的事发生了！看守的士兵全部逃走了，大石移离了坟墓口，耶稣的尸体不见了！只留下完整的裹尸布及一个空坟。耶稣在 复活后曾经向超过五百人显现。使本来因怕死而四散的门徒完全改变，像狮子般勇敢，虽然被杀、被放逐、被逼害，仍然毫不畏死地四处传扬耶稣的复活。
复活的大能
正因为耶稣基督是复活的救主，所以基督徒所信的不只是一套道德标准甚高的道理，而是实实在在与一位活生生的主一同生活，体验复活的主的拯救与显 现。昔日，那些挺身昂首唱着荣耀诗歌的殉道者，与今日那些舍己爱人拥有丰盛生命的基督徒，岂不是同样地证明他们所信的，是一位活生生站在他们身旁的帮助者 ──复活的救主吗？
许多基督徒就在信耶稣的当日，人生完全扭转，以往千方百计也改不掉的陋习和脾性，最后都因主复活的大能得以戒除；不但如此，内心的性情都可以在决定信主的一刹那也变得美丽和充满爱，心灵也感受到极大的平安和喜乐，有能力胜过经常犯的罪。各位朋友，只有这位胜过死亡、胜过罪恶，从死里复活，满有荣耀的主，才能使你有这样的经历。另外，千千万万基督徒的祈祷蒙应允，以及奉主耶稣的名赶鬼的经历，都是“耶稣是复活的救主”的有力证据。
他的降生、复活不独普天同庆，历史更要因他的出现而开出新的纪元，公元前（B.C.）及公元后（A.D.）便是用他的降生来划分的。主耶稣基督不单是历史的伟人，他更是伟大而充满爱的神。
其实，有一个主耶稣复活的证据，是很容易找到的。只要你真诚悔改，离开罪恶，接受主耶稣你个人的救主，你便不再需要其他的证据，因为你会亲身经历主耶稣复活的大能大力。他绝对可以改变你的生命；因他曾说：“我来了，是要叫人得生命，并且得的更丰盛”。
摘自：福音社欲知更多？请看复活节的由来
Saturday, 15 March 2008
这世代
看哪犹大狮子已得胜
众圣徒预备朝见祂
少年人看异象
老年人要作异梦
因为神的复兴将来到
听到锡安的号角响起
万国万民都要颤抖
耶和华日子将到
光明将除去黑暗
因为神的复兴将来到
我们要看到神的荣耀
这世代我们用敬拜争战
我们用祷告改变世界
这世代圣灵要更新浇灌我们
这世代是耶稣世代
看哪犹大狮子已得胜
众圣徒预备朝见祂
少年人看异象
老年人要作异梦
因为神的复兴将来到
听到锡安的号角响起
万国万民都要颤抖
耶和华日子将到
光明将除去黑暗
因为神的复兴将来到
我们要看到神的荣耀
这世代我们用敬拜争战
我们用祷告改变世界
这世代圣灵要更新浇灌我们
这世代是耶稣世代
这世代我们用敬拜争战
我们用祷告改变世界
这世代圣灵要更新浇灌我们
这世代是耶稣世代
这世代我们用敬拜争战
我们用祷告改变世界
这世代圣灵要更新浇灌我们
这世代是耶稣世代
这世代我们用敬拜争战
我们用祷告改变世界
这世代圣灵要更新浇灌我们
这世代是耶稣世代
因为神的复兴将来到
我们要看到神的荣耀
因为神的复兴将来到
我们要看到神的荣耀
因为神的复兴将来到
我们要看到神的荣耀
下周日就是复活节了！
众圣徒预备朝见祂
少年人看异象
老年人要作异梦
因为神的复兴将来到
听到锡安的号角响起
万国万民都要颤抖
耶和华日子将到
光明将除去黑暗
因为神的复兴将来到
我们要看到神的荣耀
这世代我们用敬拜争战
我们用祷告改变世界
这世代圣灵要更新浇灌我们
这世代是耶稣世代
看哪犹大狮子已得胜
众圣徒预备朝见祂
少年人看异象
老年人要作异梦
因为神的复兴将来到
听到锡安的号角响起
万国万民都要颤抖
耶和华日子将到
光明将除去黑暗
因为神的复兴将来到
我们要看到神的荣耀
这世代我们用敬拜争战
我们用祷告改变世界
这世代圣灵要更新浇灌我们
这世代是耶稣世代
这世代我们用敬拜争战
我们用祷告改变世界
这世代圣灵要更新浇灌我们
这世代是耶稣世代
这世代我们用敬拜争战
我们用祷告改变世界
这世代圣灵要更新浇灌我们
这世代是耶稣世代
这世代我们用敬拜争战
我们用祷告改变世界
这世代圣灵要更新浇灌我们
这世代是耶稣世代
因为神的复兴将来到
我们要看到神的荣耀
因为神的复兴将来到
我们要看到神的荣耀
因为神的复兴将来到
我们要看到神的荣耀
下周日就是复活节了！
Saturday, 8 March 2008
Instructions: Remove 1 question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.
1. At what age do you wish to marry?
28 years old.
2. Have you given your first kiss away?
No… No suitable candidate...
3. If you were to be stranded on a desert island, who are the 3 blog buddies you would take with you? Why?
I prefer to stay alone… I don't wish to trouble others...
4. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
The place that cannot be reached easily
5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
All of my dreams will come true
6. What is your biggest doubt currently?
"What's the meaning of life? Am I significant?"
7. What are you afraid to lose the most now?
Everything...
8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
Start my own enterprise...
9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
Of course
10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
clever, hardworking, kind
11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
smart
12. Which type of person do you hate the most?
People who scold me without reason
People who try to humiliate me
People who try to violate my personal matters
13. What is your ambition?
Minister in the Prime Minister Department
14. If you have fault, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?
Depends... Do point me out when the potential candidate is not around...
15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Family, God
16. Are you a shopaholic or not?
Tend to be one
17. Find a word to describe the person who tagged you.
“Wise.” Ah leong's perception is always different
18. If you have a chance. Which part of your character you would like to change?
More open minded…
19. Is there anything that u have did make u felt regret?
No
20. What makes you different?
me= P(Introvert n Extrovert)
I tag:
see thor, sheng loong, jia chang, loo, xiang yi, xixi
1. At what age do you wish to marry?
28 years old.
2. Have you given your first kiss away?
No… No suitable candidate...
3. If you were to be stranded on a desert island, who are the 3 blog buddies you would take with you? Why?
I prefer to stay alone… I don't wish to trouble others...
4. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
The place that cannot be reached easily
5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
All of my dreams will come true
6. What is your biggest doubt currently?
"What's the meaning of life? Am I significant?"
7. What are you afraid to lose the most now?
Everything...
8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
Start my own enterprise...
9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
Of course
10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
clever, hardworking, kind
11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
smart
12. Which type of person do you hate the most?
People who scold me without reason
People who try to humiliate me
People who try to violate my personal matters
13. What is your ambition?
Minister in the Prime Minister Department
14. If you have fault, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?
Depends... Do point me out when the potential candidate is not around...
15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Family, God
16. Are you a shopaholic or not?
Tend to be one
17. Find a word to describe the person who tagged you.
“Wise.” Ah leong's perception is always different
18. If you have a chance. Which part of your character you would like to change?
More open minded…
19. Is there anything that u have did make u felt regret?
No
20. What makes you different?
me= P(Introvert n Extrovert)
I tag:
see thor, sheng loong, jia chang, loo, xiang yi, xixi
Saturday, 1 March 2008
Suruhanjaya Pilihan Raya Malaysia
Petikan yang berikut adalah dari laman web rasmi Suruhanjaya Pilihan Raya Malaysia.
SPR, tunggu saya.
SPR, wait for me.
After that, I'll pursue further. Aim : The Prime Minister's Department (Make the impossible possible 这地方没华人)
| 9. | KELAYAKAN CALON |
Dalam sistem pilihan raya di Malaysia, calon yang bertanding boleh mewakili sesuatu parti atau bertanding sebagai calon bebas. Seseorang itu layak menjadi calon dalam mana-mana pilihan raya jika memenuhi syarat berikut:
Seseorang calon hilang kelayakan jika dia:
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SPR, wait for me.
After that, I'll pursue further. Aim : The Prime Minister's Department (Make the impossible possible 这地方没华人)
Friday, 29 February 2008
I'm EXHAUSTED!
IELTS is around the corner, so I'll practice by posting in English. I've become busier recently. Many major exams are waiting for me. STRESS! If life is going to continue like this, I'll be dying soon due to exhaustion. Tan Sin Ley gave us too much of homework until I have no time to sleep. Yes, I requested for it. Actually it is not that much, just that I have IELTS class in the afternoon everyday. I have to split my time and energy to both classes at Sunway and ELS. Never mind, that's fine. Just another few months to struggle.
Thursday, 14 February 2008
单身情人节快乐！
嗯，又渡过了第十八个单身情人节。今年的情人节我是于几位好友在 see ass 渡过的。没什么特别，就陪爵龙逛，他要买鞋嘛。他真有够挑的，逛了整栋商场还没找到他心宜的鞋子。午餐呢我们就在三楼 inner city 的日本餐厅解决。食物还好，只是价钱。。。
“这份缘一生一次 ，请务必要珍惜”
胡彦斌的歌让我疲惫，听后就会自责，怪自己为何会如此愚钝，让那么多的良机从手中流逝。听着听着，又想起周董的那句：
菊花残满地伤
你的笑容已泛黄
花落人断肠我心事静静躺
北风乱夜未央
你的影子剪不断
徒留我孤单在湖面成双
算了，还是算了。别想那么多了。。。
顺便打个广告：
"Hello everyone! I'm Hanley, 18 years old from an obscure city of Johor Bahru. I'm a boy that come from a middle class family. I'm physically fit and healthy though I'm lack of exercise. I seemed histrionic or being an attention seeker here, but in fact I'm not in real life. I'm inarticulate sometimes and that's why I'm taciturn. I can be garrulous though. Well, I just want to tell everyone that I'm single, available and not emotionally taken by anyone! Sorry for my lameness."
“这份缘一生一次 ，请务必要珍惜”
胡彦斌的歌让我疲惫，听后就会自责，怪自己为何会如此愚钝，让那么多的良机从手中流逝。听着听着，又想起周董的那句：
菊花残满地伤
你的笑容已泛黄
花落人断肠我心事静静躺
北风乱夜未央
你的影子剪不断
徒留我孤单在湖面成双
算了，还是算了。别想那么多了。。。
顺便打个广告：
"Hello everyone! I'm Hanley, 18 years old from an obscure city of Johor Bahru. I'm a boy that come from a middle class family. I'm physically fit and healthy though I'm lack of exercise. I seemed histrionic or being an attention seeker here, but in fact I'm not in real life. I'm inarticulate sometimes and that's why I'm taciturn. I can be garrulous though. Well, I just want to tell everyone that I'm single, available and not emotionally taken by anyone! Sorry for my lameness."
Tuesday, 12 February 2008
胡彦斌 • 巴黎铁塔
站在巴黎铁塔的你
高不可攀的我们的距离
香榭利大街的咖啡厅
一个不起眼的角落有个我专注着你
法国的焦点开始转移
所有的目光落在了
那个红衣少女不经意的自然魅力
发挥着她最大的威力
你站得太高
会看不清
巴黎的浪漫
后知后觉你才清醒
试着闭着眼睛
去感受这浓浓气息
快下来吧我等着你
你站得太高
就会头晕
自我保护的多心
爱你的人都却步难行
这份缘一生一次
请务必要珍惜
快下来吧你有点高了
站在巴黎铁塔的你
高不可攀的我们的距离
香榭利大街的咖啡厅
一个不起眼的角落有个我专注着你
法国的焦点开始转移
所有的目光落在了
那个红衣少女不经意的自然魅力
发挥着她最大的威力
你站得太高
会看不清
巴黎的浪漫
后知后觉你才清醒
试着闭着眼睛
去感受这浓浓气息
快下来吧我等着你
你站得太高
就会头晕
自我保护的多心
爱你的人都却步难行
这份缘一生一次
请务必要珍惜
快下来吧你有点高了
高不可攀的我们的距离
香榭利大街的咖啡厅
一个不起眼的角落有个我专注着你
法国的焦点开始转移
所有的目光落在了
那个红衣少女不经意的自然魅力
发挥着她最大的威力
你站得太高
会看不清
巴黎的浪漫
后知后觉你才清醒
试着闭着眼睛
去感受这浓浓气息
快下来吧我等着你
你站得太高
就会头晕
自我保护的多心
爱你的人都却步难行
这份缘一生一次
请务必要珍惜
快下来吧你有点高了
站在巴黎铁塔的你
高不可攀的我们的距离
香榭利大街的咖啡厅
一个不起眼的角落有个我专注着你
法国的焦点开始转移
所有的目光落在了
那个红衣少女不经意的自然魅力
发挥着她最大的威力
你站得太高
会看不清
巴黎的浪漫
后知后觉你才清醒
试着闭着眼睛
去感受这浓浓气息
快下来吧我等着你
你站得太高
就会头晕
自我保护的多心
爱你的人都却步难行
这份缘一生一次
请务必要珍惜
快下来吧你有点高了
Saturday, 2 February 2008
无题
好久没来这儿叙述我的心情点滴了。最近真的好累好累，有上不完的课，有读不完的书，还有写不完的作业。或许前阵子太悠闲了，以致我现在不能适应这种生活。我为许多的事标上了“待处理”的标签，这些标签不久后又升级成了“未完成”，到最后我终于把标签改为“暂搁置”。我总觉得自己在一直在蹉跎岁月，浪费光阴，一直没完成自己所立下的目标。曾经有人告诉我，我善于计划，但一直没去实践。我和理想中的我实在差太远了。
刚处理了一些升学的事，感觉未来正向我招手。而我，想以最快的速度奔向它，超越它。但现在，我可能无法如愿申请我想要得学科。本来，我很想申请法律与金融的双学位课程，梦想成了律师的数年后往其他领域发展，当个金融大亨兼政治家。可是此课程费时五年，再加上一年的CLP，共六年。我没有那么多的时间，只因有人在从中作梗，让我必须早点完成我的学业。大概人人都晓得何谓“谋朝篡位”吧！别以为这事只会发生在古代，它实实在在地发生在我们这年代。有人觊觎朝政已久，处心积虑地想要登基。我不会让他得逞的！我定会赶紧完成学业，装备自己与他交战，厮杀于沙场！（别问我发生了什么事，我不想说你也别逼我。等时机成熟了我自会公布佞小人的姓名。）
刚处理了一些升学的事，感觉未来正向我招手。而我，想以最快的速度奔向它，超越它。但现在，我可能无法如愿申请我想要得学科。本来，我很想申请法律与金融的双学位课程，梦想成了律师的数年后往其他领域发展，当个金融大亨兼政治家。可是此课程费时五年，再加上一年的CLP，共六年。我没有那么多的时间，只因有人在从中作梗，让我必须早点完成我的学业。大概人人都晓得何谓“谋朝篡位”吧！别以为这事只会发生在古代，它实实在在地发生在我们这年代。有人觊觎朝政已久，处心积虑地想要登基。我不会让他得逞的！我定会赶紧完成学业，装备自己与他交战，厮杀于沙场！（别问我发生了什么事，我不想说你也别逼我。等时机成熟了我自会公布佞小人的姓名。）
Tuesday, 1 January 2008
展望2008！
1）我要成为90后第一个伟人。（想法有些幼稚）
2）我要有标青的学术成绩！
3）我要进入顶尖大学！
4）我要在30岁前创业！
5）我要实现我所有的理想！
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2）我要有标青的学术成绩！
3）我要进入顶尖大学！
4）我要在30岁前创业！
5）我要实现我所有的理想！
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第六至第五十项将不会公诸于世。
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