无题

唉，光阴似箭！今天29日了，也快开学了吧。回想在过去的六个星期，除了那旅程，我似乎是白过了。好久没更新部落，所以现在来这废话一番。有人问为何我没更新部落，但我只会拿周董的新专辑来当挡箭牌。一句“我很忙”就好像盖过了一切。忙？其实不然。在爸那儿打工轻松得很呢！（没工钱啦！）只需要检查文件就行了嘛！假期里，大多数的时间与精神都花在申请大专的功夫上。弄着弄着，真的很累了。这疲劳并不在于身体上，而是在于那担忧过度的心，会想家的心，怕孤单的心。在欧洲旅游的最后一天，我有幸来到了我梦寐以求的大专。本来应该是很兴奋的，但我忽然开始担忧，深怕我得独自一人待在这寒冷的北国，没人陪伴。当时，我开始想念马来西亚，这是我一生中不曾有过的事。才离开十天，我就这样了。不知到时我会不会因思乡过度而精神崩溃呢？自幼就一直赖着家人的我，不知能否适应独自生活。还有八个月，说长不长，说短不短，我将要离开这舒适的环境，到外头去闯。小花离开了温室，会有怎样的命运呢？想到这一切，我都快疯了！还有少过两个星期的时间，我将面对法律大专入学试。本应不用考的，就怪我没事找事，去申请些挑战性高的大专。唉，谁叫我是张汉礼呢？我生来就是要挑战的嘛！不早了，现在已是凌晨四时零五分了，该睡了！（我还不累嘞！都怪时差，到现在我还无法调整我的生理时钟。）

（有空在上载些在旅程中拍的照〕

Happy Tree Friends Christmas Special

Ho Ho Ho! Merry Christmas! I seldom watch cartoon, but this is one of my favourite. Currently no time for blogging, so I post this cartoon as a compensation. Hehe! Have fun! (Warning : cartoon violence. Not suitable for children. Don't worry, no erotic contents.)

西江月

北宋• 司马光

宝髻松松挽就，铅华淡淡妆成。

青烟翠雾罩轻盈，飞絮游丝无定。

相见争如不见，有情何似无情。

笙歌散后酒初醒，深院月斜人静。

赏月

醪醇醇，微醺醺，知交聚于楼外楼。

月明明，喜忭忭，徜徉共赏媛婵娟。

叙红盒之聚

久别重逢，百感交集。
于众深交面前，形象乃何物？弃之也！

平静的水面，又泛起了涟漪。

夺鼎鼐

疆界光剑影，
眄睨红沙砾，
群将入邙山，
唯礼跻登殿。

Crab vs Crap

Hello Mr Crab! How are you?



Woi woi woi! DON'T EVER CALL YOUR GANG TO CLIP ME!



Hehehe! Nenenepupu! You cannot clip me! You are now my snacks!

Mad Scientist?

Hey! Guess what are these... Hahaha! Due to boliaoness, I did something that you cant imagine in the lab DURING BIOLOGY PRACTICAL TEST! Hehehe... I've finished the paper 1h earlier and I was really too free and got nothing to do. So, I did something insane and you probably will feel ti2 xiao4 jie1 fei1 if you saw me doing this.

We were doing the effect of water potential on plant's cell sap's experiment for the test. Hahaha! When I say so, I'm sure you know what are those black and white thingy already. For the whites, they are "unprocessed" potato sticks. For the blacks, muahahahahaha! They were being "processed"! I added EVERYTHING AVAILABLE ON MY BENCH (except AgNO3, NaOH and H2SO4), then poof! Black potato is born! LOL!

Chemical added : ammonia, nitric acid, hydrogen peroxide, barium chloride, lead nitrate, potassium dichromate, acidified potassium dichromate, iodine and some other chemical but I cant remember.

After H2O2 was added, lots of white fume liberated! Shock! I thought it is going to explode already, but luckily it didn't.

Hey, for those who have the privilege to enter the lab, you may try this out! LOL!

该说什么才好呢？

科举将近…状元之衔不知是否有我的份…谈及此事，我只能给予自身一个评语�态度散慢，有碍成就。
是的，懒散这蔓藤已缠绕我多时。我必须在这最后的关头尽力摆脱蔽屣。我也只能这样了。求主引领！
以往所使用的多科目并行吃书法似乎已行不通了。现在必须另觅高策了。唉！
刚才在做数学历年考题时，脑部又不能完全进入状态，真是的！平日大约只需一小时就能砍完一份考卷，而刚才我所需的时间竟然远远超过了自限的，结果搞到自己浑身都很不是滋味儿，令一天的美好心情跌到了谷底。
现今的我，和以往的我，实在是天壤之别呀！分明就是两个迥然不同的人嘛！到底要等到何时我才能完全的恢复呢？友人说我早已恢复，其实不然。即使已恢复，其程度也不及以往的一成。再来一声哀叹�唉！
是时候了！快从你的蛹出来吧！飞翔！

Camping...

Overall, the camp was quite interesting, though some incidents had made me get so annoyed. Few days before the camp, i was informed that i've been selected to be one of the camp facilitators. Wow! Thats cool! Hehe... Never thought that i can be selected...

After registration, all of us had to head to MPH to carry out the first activity -- ice breaking session. If I've not mistaken, there were 9 in our team. Cant really remember who are they already... Haha... Please forgive my short-termed memory. I can only remember that jia shin is in our team, an is the leader and another girl called shanti... We were asked to compose our own team cheer. After discussion, we had came out with the best team cheer! LOL... Here you go...
hey hey you you
Kedah is the champion
no way no way
no one gonna beat us
hey hey you you
Kedah is the champion
*tepukan commander*

Then, Ms Maria gave us a talk about decision in life. After that, we had some bread for lunch (no comment about the taste)

Here comes the treasure hunt! I was not involved in the game as I'm one of the facilitator of the game. My station is divided into 3 substations. I was in charge for the 3rd substation. At the first substation, players have to crawl through a corridor which was full of flour to get the golf ball. At the 2nd substation, players have to carry a basketball by using 2 sticks, and walk through the staircase. My substation's mission is real easy! Players just have to write out the lyrics of Negaraku and SING OUT LOUD. Walao... I don't understand why there are still lots of people don't even know how to sing Negaraku. My suggestion is, they can go back to INDONESIA, INDIA AND CHINA respectively...

To be continued...

七夕

一盏孤灯，一刀残月。

一缕寒风，一丝寂意。

七月七日，七夕凄厉。

我不相信的，都已摆在眼前。

我所相信的，都已成了过往。

不了，为何泛起涟漪。

不晓，为何如此复杂。

不要，这并非我所要。

夜已深，月已高。

啾啾 飕飕

我逆风而行。

这夜风，阻我前进。

在这七夕夜，我仍依旧，

与杳寂相伴。

Camping~

Wow! I'm the student helper aka facilitator! Surprise leh... Well, my
job is really easy... I juz nid to trick those camp members... I'm
using fon to update... Battery gonna flat liao... Wil update soon...

Camping...

Hey hey! I'm in the camp again! Woohoo! Sunway camp... Haha... I'll be
updating my blog from the camp... For latest news, do visit my blog
frequently...

Lame Lame and Lame

So here goes a lame game.. Each player of this game starts off with TEN weird habits or little known things about yourself. People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own TEN weird or little known facts about yourself as well as state this rules clearly.
At the end, you must choose 6 people to tag and list their names.
NO TAG BACKS.

Okie, these r mine...

1. I like to eat, really can eat! Last time, I really can eat a lot... Err... my record was more than half a pizza plus 3pc of kentucky chicken. But now, just duno why, i cant eat tat much edi... Probably old liao... Over puberty liao...

2. I like to eat in the way wic normal ppl won do. For instance, i dip fruit with cheese powder + plum powder and sometimes i add cocoa powder too.

3. I hate smokers! Sometimes when I really cant stand those smokers, I'll just tell out: "Y r those idiots like to put a smelly stick inside their mouth? I know they love cancer... But tats their problem... Dun cause others into trouble!" Remember once at genting, i saw a china man was smoking. Then i just tell out something. Here comes the trouble... The china man stand up and say smth : "$@%^*&(&*%^#*(&^^&$^*$%" Den he seemed like wanted to beat me... Haha... I dun care...

4. I tent to think too much.

5. I hate sports! Just because I hate to sweat... Therefore, I'll just swim when I want to exercise as I wont feel tat sticky feeling.

6. I used to hate blogging, msn or anything related wif these. But just duno y, I started to get addicted to these stuff since last few months.

7. I duno whether I'm an introvert or an extrovert. Maybe I'll call myself an inextrovert... LOL... Most of the time I'll remain silent and ppl will start to think : Is he autistic? But for those who really really noe me, they wil not think tat way. Maybe, in chemistry, I can describe myself as sodium tat is kept inside paraffin oil.

8. Sometimes I'll stammer when I talk.

9. I like philosophies, and sometimes i like to talk abt great ideology... Some may not make sense, though.

10. I hate to be treated as a salesman. There was once in a shop, there was a man tot i'm the salesman. I scolded him... (Aww... I really nid to change tis habit...)

Okie... Now it's ur turn :
Jia Chang, Bon, XiXi, Xiang Yi, Jess, Ah Leong

躲

是谁在躲躲藏藏，逃避自己所盼望？
是谁曾踏破铁鞋，寻找自己所期望？

等待是慢长，悲伤又失望。
期待是无谓，别等人安慰。

晴空下，透着光，正闪烁着泪光。
阴霾里，淋着雨，进入歇斯底里。

还未开始，为何跑？
还未结束，为何逃？

是否被理智所捆绑？
是否承载不了忧伤？

却步，非你该为。
前进，是你的路。

Thank you!

Thank you! Thank you very much, for the compliment u gave! From now,
i'll drill my drawing skills n i would like to hear tat from u again!
Haha! Sorry for keeping quiet when u were giving compliment. I really
duno how to respond u at tat moment, as no one praise my drawing trice
before. U r the 1st person! I'll produce better work next time for
your sake. =) perhaps, i shall draw ur portrait next time. Haha!

I'm sorry.

I owe a apology to my fellow group members. I'm sorry. I cant produce
the quality landscape drawings which i've promised. It has been abt 1
year since i stop using transparent water colour. I should have
realise that!!! Even though transparent water colour is the medium i
can perform the best among so many media, but i've stop practising for
a long period of time. Now, my skill is so terrible n i dun tink my
drawings r presentable. I tink overall is ok, but the sea part has
ruin everything! The texture of the sea part is really unpresentable.
It is really a great humiliate to me if the drawings r being presented
on the exhibition. I really nid more practices. So, i tink tat i wont
pass my drawings to u guys. But, i tink the pastel coloured earth is
enough for compensation. Tat one is ok, i tink...

喜欢

我喜欢仰望着天空，
看着那朵朵白棉，
在那蔚蓝的空中飘着，
好不自由。
飞鸟的陪衬，
为这美景增添色彩。

我喜欢在园里散步，
欣赏花木百红。
每一步，
都有不同的发现。
每一天，
都有不同的惊喜。
每时每刻，
这一切都那么的多姿美好。

我喜欢在闲暇时涂鸦，
用不同的颜料，
用不同的色彩，
用不同的方法，
用不同的技巧，
来记叙我不同的心情。

这一切都不甚重要，
因为，
我只想说，
我喜欢你。

熟悉的歌词

早晨醒来身上沾了颜料，
而画笔还握得很紧很牢，
阳光中你仍静静悄悄，
在画板上看着我微笑。。。

我只能永远握着画笔，
握着我的愚钝，
我原谅不了我，
呆滞愚钝是我的本性。。。

我挣开双眼看着空白，
忘记画该怎么继续，
画完了依赖，
我就是那傻佰。。。

I'm good-for-nothing...

Aww... I really have to admit that i'm too extravagant! Last month's
phone bill had reached yesterday n i was astonished when i see the
bill! Oh gosh... 9xx... This is the first record i broke for spending
so much money on surfing net using my phone and it is almost double
the amount of my first record... Did i get scold? Of course i did!
Umm... I'm wrong, i noe... Sorry, pa and ma for spending your hard
earned money without using my brain... Few years ago, my postpaid line
was being cut off because i spend 5xx on downloading games. After the
incident, i maintain a good record for my prepaid credit usage... So
my mum allow me to use postpaid line again... But now, i think my
postpaid line will be cut off soon... Sigh... Okie... I'll try to stop
using phone to surf net... (I'm blogging through phone now... LOL!)
Someone control me please!

再见

今天是我老师兼朋友兼欺负我的恶霸（开玩笑嘛。。。哈哈！）在太阳路上的最后一段旅程。。。你跟我说过，你这一路来崎岖颠簸，实在不好走。走着走着，还得担心被一路上的荆棘缠脚。被缠上了，又要被拉倒树洞里被恶魔折腾一番。你又说一氧化氮把你毒害得很惨。

如今，你终于挣脱了这陷阱。说到此，真是不知道是否要恭喜你。要恭喜你，又好像怪怪的。是你要离开，为何还要恭喜你？说你背弃我们，又不算，你只是想脱离魔掌，到另一个地方捕梦。不管怎样，我还是要祝福你，接下来一路平坦，不会再度遇到这码事儿。我现在想说的，正如当初我想离开时你所对我说的：“不管你作出什么决定，我都支持你！”

尽管如此，我要感谢你愿成为我的朋友，谢谢你所给予的帮助与教诲。我知道我个人态度不怎么好（改进中〕，所以若有所得罪，请原谅我！现在就让我送上一曲《友谊万岁》，就当是帮你送别吧！毋忘我喔！（喂，你今天躲到哪儿去了？）

《友谊万岁》
生平良朋不能相忘　别看常怀念　
生平良朋不能相忘　友谊地久天长
友谊万岁良朋友谊万岁
举杯欢饮同心歌颂
友谊万岁

Auld Lang Syne


And for auld lang syne, my jo,
For auld lang syne,
We'll tak a cup o' kindness yet,
For auld lang syne,

Should auld acquaintance be forgot,
And never brought to mind?
Should auld acquaintance be forgot,
And days o' auld lang syne.

And surely ye'll be your pint-stowp!
And surely I'll be mine!
And we'll tak a cup o' kindness yet,
For auld lang syne.

We twa hae run about the braes
And pu'd the gowans fine;
But we've wander'd mony a weary foot
Sin auld lang syne.

We twa hae paidl'd i' the burn,
Frae mornin' sun till dine;
But seas between us braid hae roar'd
Sin auld lang syne.

And there's a hand, my trusty fiere!
And gie's a hand o' thine!
And we'll tak a right guid willy waught,
For auld lang syne.

吃饭●感触

身为东方人的我们，米饭当然是我们的主食啦。。。小时候，父母常常会叮咛我们，要把盘中的饭都给吃干净，说不可浪费，不可报遣天物。在学校里，我们也学到了李绅的《悯农》：

锄禾日当午，
汗滴禾下土。
谁知盘中餐，
粒粒皆辛苦。

除了节俭之外，这米饭似乎没有带来可让我深思的潜质。但，从来没有想过不以米饭为主食的西方人，居然会让我从米饭中悟出新道理来。

周末，我们一家人通常会到附近的店果腹。那店的老板是一个善于介绍美食的主厨兼美食家。由于我们是他的熟客，每每到那儿时，我们总可以吃上一些不在菜单里，且另类的美食。

上个月，是他所介绍的"Risaltlo"另我对米饭有了另一方面的见解。"Risaltlo"念为"risoto"是意大利人的饭，烹调方法独特，我称它为“焖炒饭”。它和我们华人的炒饭最大的分别在于不是将它煮成了饭，再来炒。直接拿生米来焖，是它的特点。

没预订？休想尝到它的美味。烹调它需要数小时。为何我会说它带给了我新的启示呢？就以它烹调的时间来看吧。烹调它非常耗时，且需要厨师每刻的细心与认真。这正如我们在人生的道路上，做每一件大事时，所需的时间是非常之久的。甭提创业，身为学生的我们，是否已砸下大把的青春在这条通往知识的大道上？况且，认真这元素，在学习的道路上是不可或缺的。

烹调过程中，所需的食材并不是一次过就往锅里丢的。先将生米放入奶油慢慢地焖，加入乳酪，再加入白酒以慢火翻炒，最后才加入海鲜。慢火的焖煮，就像人生中的历练般。白酒的加入，缓缓的将整体的味道给带出来。人生中的挫折，可将人变得更成熟老练，智慧就是这样琢磨出来的。

成品卖相似乎不怎么吸引人，甚至有些恶心，但，几经细尝后，乳酪的沉味儿将会令人回味。这就好像我们在生活中的各方面，不应只看表面，而是要慢慢的观察，才得以看清金衣内的事物。那味道犹如与哲人扩论，又像与智者交谈，令人反思。

饭，吃了那么多年的饭，第一次有如此感触，或许这些有点扯，不过，这是我所领悟的。朋友，在进食时，有什么食物会带给你一些哲理的呢？快与大家分享吧！

柳絮

风起，

我随着风，
顺着势，
轻盈飘起。

前方，
一望无垠，
随着风，
飘至此，
蓝天白云，
绿意盎然。
我萦纡此处许久。

曾几何时，
我已降落于此，
开始扎根
开始萌芽
开始恋上此地，
无法自拔…

我并非被莳之物，
是那风，
将我吹移于此。
是那风，
让我在此扎根。
是那风，
让我在此萌芽。

若无风，
我还是一叶无力飘起的，
在枝干上的，
柳絮。

11 more point to go.... MENSA!!!

Your IQ score is: You scored 129 on Tickle's IQ test. This means that based on your answers, your IQ score is between 119 and 129. Most people's IQs are between 70 and 130. In fact, 95% of all people have IQs within that range. 68% of people score between 80 and 120. The following chart to your right, shows these percentages and where your IQ score is on that scale. There's more to intelligence than a single number, a single score or a single label. Tickle uses four distinguishable Intelligence Scales in the Ultimate IQ Test. By analyzing your individual scores on those four scales, we are able to look beyond the raw IQ score into how you process information and thereby determine your Intellectual Type. How do you relate to other IQ test takers? Your Intellectual Type Is: You have a strong ability to process visual-spatial and mathematical information. These skills combined with your strengths in logic are what make you a Visual Mathematician. You're able to understand patterns visually and in numbers. That means your mind can create a mental picture for any problem. In addition to that skill, you possess an intelligence that allows you to apply math to that picture, too. That helps you manipulate multiple parts of the picture (or problem) to come up with a solution. You have many skills that are critical to success and problem-solving. Your talents help you understand the "big picture," which is partly why people may turn to you for direction — especially in the workplace. You flourish in environments where tasks are clearly defined, and you are a whiz at improving processes and making things more efficient. Your ability to detect patterns and your skills in math and logic, make it natural for you to come up with ideas and theories that simplify processes for everyone. Outside of work, Visual Mathematicians tend to do well at strategic activities like chess. It must be that ability to recognize patterns — both as they are and how they develop. Regardless of how you put your mind to use, you've got a great set of talents. You will be able to envision a clear path and calculate the risks, and more importantly, the rewards, of anything you take on. Great Jobs For You Because of the way you process information, these are just some of the many careers in which you could excel: Physicists Chess player City planner Astronomer Physicists Mathematician Researcher Some of Your Greatest Talents You've got tons of strengths. It wouldn't surprise us if you: Can give practical application to abstract thought Can predict patterns Are resourceful & practical Envision the "big picture"

Your Intelligence Scales Now let's look at the factors that contribute to you being a Visual Mathematician with a 129 IQ score. Based on the results of your test, Tickle divided your scores into four distinguishable dimensions — mathematical intelligence, visual-spatial intelligence, linguistic intelligence and logic intelligence. Here's how each of your intelligence scores break down: Mathematical Intelligence Your Mathematical Percentile You scored in the 100th percentile on the mathematical intelligence scale.This means that you scored higher than 90% - 100% of people who took the test and that 0% - 10% scored higher than you did. The scale above illustrates this visually. Your mathematical intelligence score represents your combined ability to reason and calculate. You scored relatively high, which means you're probably the one your friends look to when splitting the lunch bill or calculating your waitresses' tip. You may or may not be known as a math whiz, but number crunching might come a little easier to you than it does others. This is the kind of question that helped to determine your mathematical intelligence score: A boy is 4 years old and his sister is three times as old as he is. When the boy is 12 years old, how old will his sister be? 16, 20, 24, 28, 32. answer: 20. The sister is (3 )three times older than her (4) four-year-old brother. Three times 4 is 12, in other words, when he is four, she is 12. Twelve years old is 8 years older than 4 years old, which makes her 8 years older than him. This never changes. Therefore, when he is 12, she is still 8 years older, or 12+8=20. Flexing Your Math Muscles Like anything, keeping or improving your math talents requires practice. Here are some everyday mental exercises that could be particularly helpful to you: Balancing your checkbook Figuring out your monthly budget Predicting what the change will be the next time you buy something Calculating your waitperson's tip in your head Visual-Spatial Intelligence Your Visual-Spatial Percentile You scored in the 100th percentile on the visual-spatial intelligence scale. This means that you scored higher than 90% - 100% of people who took the test and that 0% - 10% scored higher than you did. The scale above illustrates this visually. The visual-spatial component of intelligence measures your ability to extract a visual pattern and from that envision what should come next in a sequence. Your score was relatively high, which could mean that you're the one navigating the map when you're on an outing with friends. You have, in some capacity, an ability to think in pictures. Maybe this strength comes out in subtle ways, like how you play chess or form metaphors. Here's the type of question that contributed to your visual-spatial intelligence score: is to as is to Answer: The answer lies in recognizing not only the visual sequence of a square and then a line, but in the recognizing the solidity of the line in the first example and the broken quality of the line in the second example. Vision Quest Like anything, keeping or improving visual-spatial talents requires some practice. Here are some everyday mental exercises that will be particularly helpful to you: Playing chess, or video games like Tetris Studying maps and become the navigator on your next trip Sculpting or photography Linguistic Intelligence Your Linguistic Percentile You scored in the 70th percentile on the linguistic intelligence scale. This means that you scored higher than 60% - 70% of people who took the test and that 30% - 40% scored higher than you did. The scale above illustrates this visually. Linguistic abilities include reading, writing and communicating with words. Tickle's test measures knowledge of vocabulary, ease in completing word analogies and the ability to think critically about a statement based on its semantic structure. Your score was relatively high, which could mean you know your way around a bookstore and maybe like to bandy about the occasional 25-cent word to impress friends. Here's the type of question that contributed to your linguistic intelligence scale score: Inept is the opposite of: Answer: Skillful. The answer is derived by prior knowledge that "inept" means "unskillful" (Oxford Concise Dictionary). Word Power Like anything, keeping or improving linguistic talents requires some practice. Here are some everyday mental exercises that will be particularly helpful to you: Doing crossword puzzles Start reading just for fun Befriending your dictionary The next time something breaks, try reading the instruction book first Logical Intelligence Your Logical Percentile You scored in the 100th percentile on the logical intelligence scale. This means that you scored higher than 90% - 100% of people who took the test and that 0% - 10% scored higher than you did. The scale above illustrates this visually. Tickle's logical intelligence questions assess your ability to think things through. The questions determine the extent to which you use reasoning and logic to determine the best solution to a problem. Your logic score was relatively high, which could mean that when the car breaks down, your friends look to you to help figure out not only what's wrong, but how to fix it and how you're going to get to the next gas station. Here's the kind of question that contributed to your logical intelligence score: If some Wicks are Slicks and some Slicks are Snicks, then some Wicks are definitely Snicks. Answer: False The statement is false because while some Wicks might be Slicks, there is no conclusive proof that any of them might be Snicks. Logic Lessons Like anything, keeping or improving logical talents requires some practice. Here are some everyday mental exercises that will be particularly helpful to you: Trying some brain teasers Throwing away the instructions and relying on instinct to fix something Playing chess

望

汉江潮水势涛涛，
礼贤下士不称孬，
再逢能人诚切邀，
野蛮匈奴失阵脚。

无懈可击世代临，
法则定律不可侵，
隐忧顾虑当除尽，
蛮横匈奴失势侵。

寝食难安日子散，
牡丹百红朵朵绽，
知己知彼攻胜战，
心坚弃屣摒除乱。

荆棘

荆棘，
请别再度将我绊倒…
你的刺，
是众人皆可见的…
正如古人所云，
司马朝之心，路人皆知…
你的蔓，
是否要将人缠绕？
我已晓…

荆棘，
我虽无法将你阻挠，
但，
我决不回头望！

愚●旅程

走着走着，
步伐已加速…
前进，
绝不却步…
荆棘？
将之踩过…
停止？
异想天开…
不再孬，
摒弃蔽屣！

天父爱的信

请大家读一读：
接下来你将要读到的都是事实。这些话语会改变你的生命，只要你愿意接受它们，因为这是我们的父内心要对你说的话。祂爱你,祂就是你生命中渴望的那一位父。这里是我们的父写给你的一封爱的来信。

我的孩子，

你或许不认识我，我却认识你的一切 (诗 139:1)
你坐下你起来，我都晓得。 (诗139:2)
我也深知你一切所行的。 (诗139:3)
就是你的头发也都被数过了。(太10:29-31)
你是照着我的形像所造的。 (创1:27)
你生活、动作、存留，都在乎我。 (徒17:28)
你也是我所生的。(徒17:28)
甚至在你尚未成形以先，我已晓得你, (耶1:4-5)
在创立世界之前，我已拣选了你。(弗1:4)
你不是个错误，(诗139:15)
你不是一个错误。(诗139:15)
我定准你的年岁和所住的疆界，(徒17:26)
你的受造，是极其奇妙可畏！(诗139:14)
我在你母腹中造你， (诗139:13)
领你由母腹中来。(诗71:6)
我被不认识我的人误传，(约8:41-44)
我并非冷漠而愤怒的，乃是完全的爱。(约壹4:16)
我愿在你身上张显我的爱。(约壹3:1)
只因为你是我的孩子，我是你的父亲。(约壹3:1)
我能给予你的，远超过你在地上的父亲所能给予你的。(太 7:11)
因为我是完全的父。(太5:48)
你所领受各样美善的恩赐，都是从我来的，(雅 1:17)
因为我是你的供应者，我必供应你需要的一切。 (太 6:31-33)
我向你所怀的意念是要叫你末后有指望，(耶29:11)
因为我以永远的爱爱你。(耶31:3)
我向你的意念其数比海沙更多，(诗139:17-18)
我因你欢欣喜乐，(番 3:17)
我决不停止施恩于你。(耶32:40)
因你是我的珍贵的产业。(出19:5)
我全心全意栽培你於此地, (耶32:41)
我要将伟大奥秘的事指示你，(耶 33:3)
如果你一心一意寻找我，就必寻见。(申4:29)
以我为乐，我就把你心里所求的赐给你，(诗37:4)
因为是我在你心里动工，使你心里能立志行事。(Philippians 腓 2:13)
我能为你成就一切，远超过你所求所想的。(Ephesians 弗 3:20)
我是你最佳的鼓励者，(2 Thessalonians 帖後2:16-17)
也是在一切患难中安慰你的父亲。(2 Corinthians 林後1:3-4)
你伤心的时候，我靠近你，(Psalm 诗34:18)
如同牧人怀抱羊羔，我怀抱你在我胸前，(Isaiah 赛 40:11)
有一天，我要擦去你一切的眼泪, (启 21:4)
并带走你在世上的一切苦楚。(启 21:4)
我是你的父，我爱你如同我爱我的儿子 -- 耶稣一样，(约17:23)
因为在耶稣里，就显明我对你的爱，(约 17:26)
祂是神本体的真像，(来 1:3)
祂来是表明我要帮助你，不是敌对你，(罗 8:31)
并告诉你：我不追究你的过犯。(林後5:18-19)
耶稣受死，使你可与我和好，(林後5:18-19)
祂的死，是我爱你最极致的表达. (约壹4:10)
我为你舍弃了我所爱的一切，使我或许能得着你的爱。(罗8:31-32)
你若接受了这份礼物 -- 我的儿子耶稣，你就接受了我。(约壹2:23)
无论任何事都不能叫我的爱与你隔绝。(罗8:38-39)
回家吧！让我为你预备一个天上所见过最大的宴席，(路15:7)
我一直是父亲，也永远是父亲，(弗 3:14-15)
问题是…，你愿意成为我的孩子吗？(约1:12-13)
我在等着你。(路15:11-32)

爱你的爸爸

全能的神

摘自 ：认识神网站

The Father’s Love Letter
In a world of much uncertainty one thing is true, God knows everything about you: everything you have ever done; everything you have ever said; and every thought you have ever had. He is an awesome God! Here is a love letter to you .

My Child,

You may not know me, but I know everything about you (Psalm 139.1)
I know when you sit down and when you rise up (Psalm 139.2)
I am familiar with all your ways (Psalm 139.3)
Even the very hairs on your head are numbered (Matthew 10.29-31)
For you were made in my image (Genesis 1.27)
In me you live and move and have your being (Acts 17.28)
For you are my offspring (Acts 17.28)
I knew you even before you were conceived Jeremiah (1.4-5)
I chose you when I planned creation (Ephesians 1.11-12)
You were not a mistake, for all your days are written in my book (Psalm 139.15-16)
I determined the exact time of your birth and where you would live (Acts 17.26)
You are fearfully and wonderfully made (Psalm 139.14)
I knit you together in your mother's womb (Psalm 139.13)
And brought you forth on the day you were born (Psalm 71.6)
I have been misrepresented by those who don't know me (John 8.41-44)
I am not distant and angry, but am the complete expression of love (1 John 4.16)
And it is my desire to lavish my love on you (1 John 3.1)
Simply because you are my child and I am your Father (1 John 3.1)
I offer you more than your earthly father ever could (Matthew 7.11)
For I am the perfect father (Matthew 5.48)
Every good gift that you receive comes from my hand (James 1.17)
For I am your provider and I meet all your needs (Matthew 6.31-33)
My plan for your future has always been filled with hope (Jeremiah 29.11)
Because I love you with an everlasting love (Jeremiah 31.3)
My thoughts toward you are countless as the sand on the seashore... (Psalms 139.17-18)
And I rejoice over you with singing (Zephaniah 3.17)
I will never stop doing good to you (Jeremiah 32.40)
For you are my treasured possession (Exodus 19.5)
I desire to establish you with all my heart and all my soul Jeremiah (32.41)
And I want to show you great and marvellous things (Jeremiah 33.3)
If you seek me with all your heart, you will find me (Deuteronomy 4.29)
Delight in me and I will give you the desires of your heart (Psalm 37.4)
For it is I who gave you those desires (Philippians 2.13)
I am able to do more for you than you could possibly imagine (Ephesians 3.20)
For I am your greatest encourager (2 Thessalonians 2.16-17)
I am also the Father who comforts you in all your troubles (2 Corinthians 1.3-4)
When you are broken-hearted, I am close to you (Psalm 34.18)
As a shepherd carries a lamb, I have carried you close to my heart (Isaiah 40.11)
One day I will wipe away every tear from your eyes (Revelation 21.3-4)
And I'll take away all the pain you have suffered on this earth (Revelation 21.3-4)
I am your Father, and I love you even as I love my son, Jesus (John 17.23)
For in Jesus, my love for you is revealed (John 17.26)
He is the exact representation of my being (Hebrews 1.3)
He came to demonstrate that I am for you, not against you (Romans 8.31)
And to tell you that I am not counting your sins (2 Corinthians 5.18-19)
Jesus died so that you and I could be reconciled (2 Corinthians 5.18-19)
His death was the ultimate expression of my love for you (1 John 4.10)
I gave up everything I loved that I might gain your love (Romans 8.31-32)
If you receive the gift of my son Jesus, you receive me (1 John 2.23)
And nothing will ever separate you from my love again (Romans 8.38-39)
Come home and I'll throw the biggest party heaven has ever seen (Luke 15.7)
I have always been Father, and will always be Father (Ephesians 3.14-15)
My question is “Will you be my child?” (John 1.12-13)
I am waiting for you (Luke 15.11-32)

Love, Your Dad.

Almighty God

Taken from : LookingforGod.com

愚人

行在大道上，
愚人不却步。
走，
继续前进。

路途布满荆棘，
前路茫茫。

本来可克服，
只因其貌不扬，
不善沟通表达，
无才无艺，
沉闷呆滞，
天资愚钝，
绊倒了他。

愚人啊，
甭再孬了！
甭理碍滞物了！
尽情的奔吧！

EQ

Your EQ is 113

50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick! 51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese. 71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely. 91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that. 111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt. 131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin. 150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.

What's Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?

论战

此起彼伏，
时刻汹涌。

礼贤下士，
将才佐辅。

相形见绌，
希望补拙。

大任在握，
声势浩大。

轩然大波，
步步为营。

倾注全力，
募策应对。

知交扶手，
心已平定。

抗流势

曾已逃出幽谷，
见着阳光，
美好，
灿烂，
无忧。

疤已愈，
兴奋，
庆幸自己没被网罗吞噬。

若干载后，
再度泥足深陷，
不知不觉中，
已闯入流沙禁地。

曾克制双腿，
控制步伐，
逼自己转道。

办不到，
沙流势过强，
双腿早已陷入。

此回，
我会让流沙静止，
将之化为平原绿洲，
克服此劫，
不再逃。

愚

飞翔，
我要飞到一个无人之地，
那里无人问津，
无人知晓。

没有忧虑，
没有烦恼。。。
这一切负面的将不属我。

暂时失踪，
找回真我。
迷失已久，
不想再沦陷下去。

飞翔，
乘着无人导航飞机，
不知过程如何，
不知前路怎走，
只想飞。

像是驼鸟，
挖了坑，
一头栽入，
逃避。

又像愚人，
走到景色宜人的悬崖边，
直接往下跳。

这一切，
后果只有一字，
亡。

Lame tests...

wow! my french name...

Your French Name is:

Anton Marquet

What's Your French Name?

err... am i creative?

You Are 65% Creative

You are beyond creative. You are a true artist - even if it's not in the conventional sense of the word. You love creating for its own sake, and you find yourself quite inspired at times.

How Creative Are You?

i tot 100%??

Your Life is 53% Off Track

Right now, you're taking things one day at a time. Some things are going well, but you can't help but wonder if you're getting the most out of life. It's time for you to slow down and reflect a little. You can change your life - but it's up to you!

Are You Living The Wrong Life?

ermmm...

Your Power Color Is Lime Green

At Your Highest: You are adventurous, witty, and a visionary. At Your Lowest: You feel misunderstood, like you don't fit in. In Love: You have a tough exterior, but can be very dedicated. How You're Attractive: Your self-awareness and confidence lights up a room. Your Eternal Question: "What else do I need in my life?"

What's Your Power Color?

i hope so...

Your Hidden Talent

You are both very knowledgeable and creative. You tend to be full of new ideas and potential - big potential. Ideas like yours could change the world, if you build them. As long as you don't stop working on your dreams, you'll get there.

What's Your Hidden Talent?

shocked!

Your Personality is Very Rare (ENFJ)

Your personality type is dramatic, expressive, proud, and demanding. Only about 4% of all people have your personality, including 5% of all women and 2% of all men You are Extroverted, Intuitive, Feeling, and Judging.

How Rare Is Your Personality?

err...

You Are Not a Cheapskate

When it comes to money, you're very fair. You're generous when you can be, and you never cheat anyone out of what they deserve. If you have the money, you enjoy splurging. But you never overspend.

Are You a Cheapskate?

err...

You Are Somewhat Mature

You definitely act like an adult sometimes, but a big part of you is still a kid at heart. While your immature side is definitely fun, you're going to have to grow up sooner or later.

Are You Immature?

wat shall i say??

You Are 75% Tortured Genius

You are smart. Brilliant in fact. And while it's a blessing, it's also a curse. Your head is filled with everything - grand ideas, insufferable worries, and a good deal of angst.

Are You a Tortured Genius?

i like food!

Your Gluttony Quotient: 65%

Eating is not just a hobby for you - it's your life. And while your friends do appreciate your good taste in food, they're a little disgusted by how fast you shovel it down.

How Much Gluttony Do You Have?

wat the... unexpected...

Your Scholastic Strength Is Deep Thinking

You aren't afraid to delve head first into a difficult subject, with mastery as your goal. You are talented at adapting, motivating others, managing resources, and analyzing risk. You should major in: Philosophy Music Theology Art History Foreign language

What Should You Major In?

奔

你信奇迹吗？我相信。就因为这样，我的人生才充满着希望。它让我敢梦，敢想，敢做我要做的事。人因梦想而伟大。义刚才说，白日梦也能成真。他说得没错！凡事都可能，凡事都没有不可能，只是看你怎样去铺这条路，往哪儿个方向走。只要尽了全力，就行了。有太多时侯我根本没费心思做事，这是绊倒我的主因。我会改！我要实现所有梦想板上的事。不，我应该说我会！哈，可能你说我自大，心高气傲，年少无知，不懂得世界的险恶或人情世故，但，我要告诉你，我会证明一切，证明我能！

启程。。。

想到达明天
现在就要启程
只有你能带我走向未来的旅程
想到达明天
现在就要启程
你能让我看见黑夜过去
天开始明亮的过程

我要做得最好，因为我只是地球的过客，正奔向天堂。。。不要在这留白，后悔，伤心，失望。因为那是负面的，那不属于我。。。

我会证明一切。。。

暂别。。。

归

等待，
那是漫长的。
期盼，
那是用言语无法形容的。
等了好久，
盼了多时，
就是看不到以往的你。
盼望，
失望，
绝望，
不想在这样继续沉沦。

眨眼间，
已过了半年，
过去的岁月，
已不复再现，
正如人们所说的，
光阴似箭，
岁月不饶人，
你还要玩忽到何时？

不能再这样了，
你何时会归返？
还有好多事等着你来创奇迹，
还有好多顶峰等着你的旗，
你会回来，
我深信。
只因我对我自己说，
我回来了。

我会作出改变，活出全新的人生！

我知道我有太多太多的缺点，我要一一将它斩除！虽然我曾立志要革新自己，但我还是有许多我自己所不知道的缺点。。。这些缺点可能会绊倒我，可能会令我得罪他人，但我却不知该从何下手改变。。。所以，恳求大家可以把将我的缺点一一列明，让我懂得怎样开始改变。。。只要是富有建设性的意见都请一一列出！感激不尽！期待完美汉礼的到来。。。

我的地盘

蛮配我部落的主题哦！

词:方文山 曲:周杰伦

在我地盘这你就得听我的
把音乐收割用听觉找快乐
开始在雕刻我个人的特色
未来难预测坚持当下的选择
在我地盘这你就得听我的
节奏在招惹我跟街舞亲热
我灌溉原则培养一种独特
观念不及格其他全部是垃圾
用态度扩张地盘到底什么意思怎么一回事
广场的鸽子占领头版的报纸
一种全新的解释标题关于这座城市
关于一种学习考试和年轻就该有的本事
动感地带的交通号志到底离我有几公尺
我说老师我是不是真的不懂事
听我念饶舌歌词欣赏我打拳的样子
我站在教室练拳方式你的样子线条一致
隔壁的小姑娘公开表演需要勇气
别人玩线上游戏我偏耍猴戏
我用形意猴拳在练习
引你注意如果觉得有趣
不要吝啬示个好意
青春是干净的纯白
像一遍绿地的窗外
我将记忆的门打开
把所有发生的事记下来

那弹钢琴的孩子正用他们的手指
弹奏未来的历史我用手机传中文字
那传输的速度绝对会让你们竖起大姆指
生活不该有公式我可以随性跳芭蕾舞
照节拍手放开静下来
像一只天鹅把脚尖掂起来
讲究快餐的这年代也可以很天真的说爱

too blur or what...?

LOL! Shock! I FOUND IT! Walau... Another time for
being so blur... It's still in my bag... It's
'trapped' between 2 books... Phew... Thank GOD! Sorry
for my broken english ya!

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Another sigh...

'Oh ya! today got GP!' This reminds me to bring my besta dictionary. As everyone knows, I'm a very careless person. How stupid i am... Don't even know how my dictionary is lost. Sigh... Forget about it lo... Just feel very bu4 shuang3 at 1st. But after a while, I tried to control my emotion. It's difficult, maybe... But, I did it! In the past, normally I'll sui4 sui4 nian4 or feel bu4 shuang4 for a whole day or even whole week. Haha... I did it... I can finally control my emotion... Umm... But, just now, I saw a person using a same model of besta that I've lost!!! I don't know whether is that mine... Probable is just coincidence. This is not my first time for first time for being so careless... Haha... Maybe I should put "not being careless anymore" in my wish list... Sorry for my broken english ya!

MENSA!!!

Just updated my wish list... Umm... Join MENSA! I've heard about mensa for quite a long time after reading an article about mensa. Umm... It gives me an impression that only those people like nerd can join that. Now, just don't know why, I have a strong feeling that I want to join mensa although I know I may not be qualified... Maybe, I shall give it a try. After the examination, I shall contact them for more info. But, I'm afraid that I cant get into it. I'm just a normal student with below average results. There are many more people who are much better than me but they aren't in mensa. My stupidity for sure will block me from getting in. Stupidity is an incurable disease, only hardworking can relieve the symptom. Until now, I still can't find a way to make me more hardworking. I am already being tied up to my laziness for a long time. Sigh... Help! I need to get out from this trap! Mensa... Here I come! Sorry for my broken english ya!

真糗！

哇！今天居然出了两次糗。。。 哎。。。在上数学时，起初朋友一直夸耀我，说我称王了什么之类的。本来以为那课很简单，因为在亨力那儿上过了嘛。。。开始的那几题的确是学过的，觉得很简单，所以就自己做自己的，没听课咯。。。怎知，哇捞突然冒出了一些没学过的东西。。。都怪我太自大了，以为学过的都不用听，所以就没听课咯。。。威廉问我怎样做，我就只能说我不会啦！结果他就回答你不是已经学过了吗，怎么不会做？哎。。。真是丢脸啊！
接下来的Malaysian Studies中，我又出了糗。。。老师要我们到前面去说明为何身为马来西亚公民让你感到自豪。。。我不知道要说些什么，便决定在前面唱"Keranamu Malaysia"。。。笑场，是我常犯的。。。口吃也是如此。。。唱了没几句，就开始笑场。。。不要紧，我接着唱。。。哎，唱了唱，又开始口吃了。。。没看过人家会唱歌口吃吧！这回没有怯场，但不知为何还会口吃。。。好了，唱完了。。。大家开始鼓掌。。。这时的我还处于随时会笑场的状态。。。走回座位，没看路。。。砰！一个不小心撞向桌子，整个人扑在地上。。。丢脸！真是丢脸！还好威廉出手相助。。。哈哈，谢了喔！
p/s：仁义：亨力只是个数学造诣精湛的老师，他不是你们所说的，他不是神，他不是全能的喔！

I'm a Christian

When I say.." i am a Christian"
I'm not shouting " i'm clean livin"
I'm whispering "I was lost,
Now I'm found and forgiven."

When I say.." i am a Christian"
I dont speak of this with pride
Im confessing that I stumble
And need Christ to be my guide

When I say..." I am a Christian"
Im not trying to be strong.
Im professing that im weak
and ned His strength to carry on

When I say... " I am a Christian"
Im not bragging of success
Im admitting I have failed
And need God to clean my mess

When I say " I am a Christian"
Im not claiming to be perfect,
My flaws are far too visible
But God believes I am worth it

When I say " I am a Christian"
I still feel that sting of pain
I have my share of heartaches
So i call upon His name.

When I say... "I am a Christian"
Im not holier than thou
Im just a simple sinner
Who received God's good grace, somehow


stolen from : the youth sanctuary

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顺便顺便吧。。。

扣人心弦的Ah Leong部落

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湘仪部落

改变是一种信仰，相信的就会看见未来，不信的就只看见别人的未来

刚刚的团契，听到了一句话，很有意思，或许是主要向我传达的信息吧。。。“改变是一种信仰，相信的就会看见未来，不信的就只看见别人的未来” 或许，我真的需要改变我的思维。事情可能没我想象的难搞。换个角度想想，静观其变也是好的，给自己多些时间，别那么快下定论。若我死守现有的想法，很可能的，我会陷入一个无底深渊，无法自拔。

扑灭残暴罪案，还我平安生活

抄袭自：Ah leong 部落

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哎。。。

今天我被赋予一个发泄的机会，我也不知道我到底哪儿根筋不对，就喊出了一些话。或许，压力真是太大了，压得我喘不过气来。种种的状况，接踵而来，我实在无法负荷了！喊了，能怎样呢？能让你忘掉这一切的烦恼吗？能让你知道接下来该怎么办吗？能让你解决问题吗？继中二后，我就没有深深的沦陷与这等问题。我想去行我所想的，但，我没勇气。行了，我承担不了后果。。。我深知那是什么感觉，就因为这样，我才不敢尝试。我很想踏出第一步，但，我说服不了我的理智。我能怎样呢？

这必须停止！

或许休息了太久，又或许被某种因素影响，我的引擎迟迟无法发动，这令我的进度滞泄不前。。。我真的不想，也不知为何会这样。我曾对自己承诺，曾自我立约，不让这种情况发生。。。但，这还是发生了。人就是这样，喜欢去犯错，犯了错又不知悔改，直到给自己带来麻烦。。。这就是人的天性吧！不！不！我不能在这样继续下去！我要学会自制，我要摒弃懒散的态度，我要控制我的情感，直到达成目标为止！

全新的一天！

哈哈！终于回到这里。。。一月的终于和三月的团圆咯。。。今天的GP还是照样的显。。。没办法咯，要赶快克服这心理。。。刚才有教师节的庆祝仪式，致词咯，颁奖咯，看表演咯，就是酱。。。刚才我班有三位同学有机会上台：威廉王子上台领奖状咯，还被我们喝倒彩。。。芬玮与另一名男生同台展现歌喉，唱得不错！夏乐上台致词还有领奖咯。。。
之后，我们为今天的寿星--希希庆生！本来是要在班上与大伙儿一起庆祝的，后来不知何故，延期至1.30。。。而后来只剩下寿星自己，芬玮，琪琦，嘉欣，夏乐，启仁，启义，Johnathan，Vincent， 还有我。

回到原地。。。

woot! 要开学啦！新的生活要开始了，这是我对主，自己，家人，朋友的承诺。。。不能再堕落了哦！收起玩忽的心，前进吧！Sunway, 我回来了！

只是，有一点还让我担心的是，我不知该如何面对我的同学们。当初话说得太圆，说自己肯定会离开，还给了一大堆会离开的理由。。。照片也拍了，不知该怎么面对。。。在此，只能向大家致上小弟万分的歉意，还望大家多多包涵。可是，明天大伙儿铁定会向我问个不停，不知该如何回答是好。。。

cheese!

haha... went to cold storage jz nw n bought my favourite thing! never taste tis b4... the taste is jz nice, nt too rich nor too mild... its texture is nt as smooth as i tot... once melted in mouth, u can taste the sweet scent of apricot...

寄给自己的一则短讯。

致：迷糊的自己

在这最后的时刻，你作出人生中的一大抉择。。。选择，真的很难。。。从今以后，你不需要再烦了，也不要再想了。。。烦恼， 离开吧！决意要在太阳路上走下去，直到看见你所盼的。。。不后悔，不为你自己所选的而后悔，只因后悔意味着对自己的不尊重，对自己的判断有所不满。后悔， 只留给当初，思绪不成熟的你，对主信心不足的你。。。不回头，只因不想对另一条路有所眷恋。切记，你已站在竞技场上了，毫无退路，不能轻易退缩，言 败。。。你唯一能做的就只有跑，尽情的跑，用力的跑，忘我的跑。我知道你已放慢了脚步，在这马拉松的跑道上散步。不，你不能！你付不起那沉重的代价。难道 你忘了上回在这42.195公里中被人推倒的事吗？那伤疤，永远的残留在你身上，无法磨灭。那疤，是由多少血，泪与别人所洒下的盐巴所形成的！伤口痊愈 了，不意味着你可以将此事淡忘。或许，你已忘了这痛，忘了你不该再行差踏错。。。但，在此，身为最清醒的你，一定要提醒你，不要再重蹈覆辙，你已无法承 受了。往你所盼的前进吧！别理那些笑你，泼你冷水的人。有一天，你一定要让他们觉悟，你不是庸才，你不是孬种！甭再有诸多借口了，那只会将你绊倒！

最清醒的你 启

何去何从？

刚才，omega打来提醒我明天补习开课。。。哎！我该不该去呢？我到底该回去读中六还是继续读甲水准呢？这问题已困扰我多时，数月前就开始想，想了好久，就是悟不出个结论来。。。我曾下定决心去读中六，但后来我开始犹豫了。。。中六，是应为我觉得我在太阳路不能让我找到那种读书压力与冲劲。但，当我回到ssi时，感觉已截然不同，我感受不到以往的那股劲，完全没有。。。问了好多人，家人，朋友，中六在级生，中六毕业生。。。每人看法不同，观点不同。。。问了父母，他们叫我自个儿决定。。。哎，谁能告诉我正确的道路呢？主啊！请指引我！

涂。。。

好久没涂鸦了。。。昨日心血来潮，翻了翻垃圾堆，让我找到了一块帆布板。认识我的人都知道我爱涂鸦吧。。。看看那些被玷污的纪念册就知道了。。。压克力及粉彩是我的最爱。压克力越涂越厚，毫无禁忌的涂，不用担心会出错，就算错了，多涂些，就可完全的弥补错误。肆无忌惮，这是我想要的吧。这世界充满着规矩与禁忌，只有这样，我才能真正的肆无忌惮，不受束缚。粉彩嘛，涂了，朦朦胧胧的，看不清的色彩，这或许反映了我的迷惘。记得在朋友的书上涂鸦后留下一句话：“粉彩最能表现我自己”。我承认我自己的画作不美，就因为这样我才称之为涂鸦。涂了涂，不知道该怎么继续下去，总会想起ah ken老师的话（注：不是剑圣）："画画嘛，颜色由你自己去掌控，你自己要玩颜色，不然就只有被颜色玩的份！" 柽昨日给了我一些提醒，让我在画时要记得：专心，耐心及信心。可我，似乎没有这些“元素”。

榴莲

闲来没事，闷得发荒，不禁让我想起上个星期买榴莲的情况。。。越想越生气，越想越不爽。。。那时到jusco逛逛，看到榴莲，使我发起榴莲瘾，我爸上前看看，很便宜，三包十块，但货色不好，是泰国榴莲，过后我们便走开了。。。后来，我听见那salesman很小声的吐出一句话：“没钱就不要卖。。。” 那时就只有我和我妹听见。。。顿时，我开始火大了！全身的热能冲上了我的脑门子！超级不爽，很想上前去跟他理论一番，很想去投诉，很想去找经理。我憋住了，我知道我不能为了这种小事生闷气，但心里还是超不爽。。。我告诉我自己，我不该和这等小人吵，毕竟人家只是一个salesman，教育水平不高，吐不出智慧之言，不必和他一般见识。但，我生平最厌恶别人说我买不起东西，真是的。还好主帮助了我，让我得以冷静下来。。。

juz now, some of my frens came to my house: bon, susan, jala, jia chang, ah heng n laus. wat a crappy day.... we talk craps in the whole afternoon while eatting pizza. luckily they came to accompany me.. if nt i really 发霉 liao... thx ya guys!

牙箍

昨天，我的口腔经历了一场恐怖的噩耗！其实，一个月前我就该上箍了。。。上个月，我已经和我那两颗可爱的牙齿道别了。。。忧虑？我承认。。。害怕？可以那么说。。。但，我还是去绑了。。。现在，我只能吞食物，不能咀嚼！医生说，我什么都可以吃，只要吞的下就好。。。真是的，不知道什么时候我会开始消化不良了。。。现在有点后悔我所选的颜色。我妹说，橙色在一个礼拜后就会变成粉红色。。。天啊，那不是很难看吗？算了吧，即绑之，则安之！

我回来了！

这次的营会果真令我获益不浅，就大略说说吧。。。

第一天
今天没什么特别的，在教会集合后就出发了。后来才发现，以前同我一块儿上儿童主日学的朋友就只剩俊豪和文俊，有点吃惊。凯生，我的旧邻居也都在。那地方风景虽不算宜人（海的对岸就是SEMBAWANG工业区），但还算可以。我被分到了忍耐组(活动）及良善组（游戏）。那时，我居然会被人误认为香蕉人，真是不可思议。晚上的烧烤会似乎有些问题，才开始不久，便雷声轰隆。幸好，几位弟兄姐妹赶紧围在一起，向主祈求赐福这几天的天气。之后，我们的第一个关于婚前守贞的workshop开始了。

第二天
我的组负责早餐，所以必须早起。说来惭愧，我好像完全没有帮上忙，反而只顾着吃。在此对凯生，家乐，佳恩及洁芳致谢！Workshop过后的游戏，我只参与了前半部分。到了后半部分的水上游戏，我成了逃兵。因为可供换洗的衣物不够，所以自个儿一人坐在一角发呆。

第三天
Workshop之后，我们开始为今晚的special night进行准备。我进了戏剧组，我们组的精彩表演是:"The Fattom of the Church" （改编自"The Phantom of the Opera"）。我所扮演的角色，laut(Raoul)才出场一幕便人间蒸发了。Special night的表演真是精彩绝伦，有歌唱，舞蹈，戏剧及stomp。之后，我们便开始玩侦探游戏，找出凶手，闹到两三点才睡觉。

第四天
最后一个workshop了，真是有点不舍。Workshop之后，我们在欢腾的赞美歌声中结束这营会。感谢主让我们的营会顺利地进行，让我学到了不少的东西。

爱的团契——青春无悔主题歌：真爱要等待

我已经决定 向自己表白
把今生今世献给真爱
身体不向情欲随意低头
心灵不被谎言轻易主宰

没有期待的不是爱
不能忍耐也不叫爱
激情汹涌 短暂澎湃
来得快去的也快
没有期待的不是爱
不能忍耐也不叫爱
经得起考验 是真情的爱
我期待 用心去爱

爱的团契

明天就要去圣道堂所主办的生活营了！主题听起来不错哦，叫作爱的团契之青春无悔。这营将在海番村那附近举行，历时4天3夜。在表妹的极力游说之下，终于决定参与。好久好久没有去圣道堂了。。。写到这，愧疚感打从心底冒了出来。自从五年级开始，不知什么缘故，我已开始没到那儿去听神的话语了，我是不是很奇怪？不过，我相信，这次的营会，应该是主在我生命中的另一项安排。好久好久没看到儿时的朋友了。。。不知道他们近况如何，也没和他们联络，希望可以在此重新来认识他们！真期盼明天的到来。。。原主赐福。。。

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